Welp, it's one am and i have the ACT tomorrow at like 7:45am ...and tah-dah, i can't sleep. see, i fell asleep right after ev called, and that was around 6 something i guess...i'm not sure. But anyways, i woke up at 11:30 and now i can't sleep. It doesn't really help that my brain is clogged with so many freakin' thoughts...not that they're all bad ( Read more... )

Can i just say "i give up"? i mean, would it really and truly bother anyone? Because it'd be so much easier for me to just drop it all...just let it all go and forget i have a life. you see, i'm tired of going to the doctors and conveying how badly i'm hurting, and all they do is poke and prod and make it hurt worse through more and more tests... ( Read more... )

so, it's Sunday and i have my typed rough draft for English 101 due tomorrow...and oh let's see, it's 5pm and i haven't even started it yet. Isn't that great?! haha i'm such a procrastinator. so anyways, Friday night was fun ladies (as ashes would say). I know not everyone could make it, but the smaller group was actually quite a blast! Memorable ( Read more... )

Last night everything was resolved, thus leading to a wonderful feeling inside! <> I went to bed v-e-r-y happy and reassured, which was grand! i have had a busy day, and it's only gonna get busier, so i can't explain anything in great detail right now...just know, i'm oh so happy again! yay! <3 KeL*

I don't like stormy weather very much because it puts me in a gloomy mood...and i'm already in one of those, so it's like doubled. Yesterday was my birthday and it's not that i wasn't happy to go shopping with my mom...i mean, what girl isn't happy to go shopping? haha...but i'd had a rough night and i was feeling all messed up and so, my birthday ( Read more... )

i don't know why i can't just tell people i care about the most how i truly feel about things ...or why i really do something...i guess it's cause i'm worried the truth will scare them off. When people i could care less about ask me why i do or feel something, i just tell them "because i like to" or "because that's the way i feel"...but when people ( Read more... )

dammit! why must i not be able to go out tonight! i really wanna! ...hopefully i can take a raincheck though, 'cause i really would have loved to go out tonight ( Read more... )

welp, for starters, i had didn't have to walk to work yesterday. now, i know that it's not but like a five minute walk, okay, maybe eight lol...but i was feeling really lazy yesterday and i just didn't wanna walk lol. so, during physics i asked ryan (a.k.a. "the man" haha) for a ride and tah-dah, no need for persuasion, he agrees to meet me at ( Read more... )

Just got home from the first senior class Student Council meeting of the year...so yea, we have a L-O-T to do! The first three things we have to worry about are: 1.coming up with stuff to put on the Senior Priveleges cards...so if y'all have any ideas or think you could get us some sponsors contact me or leave me a lil' comment on here 2.Making a ( Read more... )

First and foremost, this is my new journal! Welcome to Bella4you a.k.a. Kelynn's World! lol I had to change my journal bc my old one was being retarded! so anyways, this just a short lil' message for all y'all because i'm feeling like poop right now and i don't really wanna stay online writing a loooooong journal when i feel like poop. ya get what ( Read more... )