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feeling a little better than I was this afternoon, thankfully. I started actually using my brain and doing shit the last couple hours at work and my mood picked up a little. Then I got home and found that Katy had cleaned almost the entire house. Rugs vacuumed, dishes washed, tile mopped, laundry halfway done, even the cat puke on the glass tv ( Read more... ) -
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this week is kinda pissing me off. i have headaches every day, i end up going to bed at least an hour early but don't wake up more rested. I've been sugar binging but not as bad as, say, christmas time. but still. I'm pissed at people a lot, and exhausted, and work is making me suicidal. i don't like my cats at all. the one thing I'm looking ( Read more... ) -
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This year so far has been a fucking crazy rollercoaster. I want off. ~_ ( Read more... ) -
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sooo. Christmas. It happened. I didn't have the energy to pile myself high with expectations so I kinda just had a nice time without caring much. I also didn't have the energy to care about not having gifts for everyone. Much. Not enough to go into debt about it, which is just as good, right? let's say yes. Christmas with my family just ( Read more... ) -
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Had a talk with Katy last night about all the shit going on. Apparently we were both thinking that having the same weekend was a terrible idea but I think I might have found out why. It doesn't really have anything to do with us not getting along anymore. We still get along just fine. Its coming down to what we're doing with our time together ( Read more... ) -
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The next place that Katy and I move to, I'm not giving her any goddamn fucking say in where it is. She's just going to have to deal with whatever I fucking choose because this house? The one that she begged to live in? Because its soooo cute and awww in the country and goats and yard! look honey the yard is so big! IS A FUCKING SHIT HEAP. And ( Read more... ) -
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I am in a forserious depression, and have been for at least two weeks. Its kind of killing me from the inside out, and I cry way more than I ever ever should, and there are few people in the real life world I live in that are making things easier or better. Especially Katy, but I've only actually mentioned feeling like crap to her once or twice ( Read more... ) -
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I had a whole list of crycrycutcut things to whine about earlier, but time has passed, I watched a couple of my shows, and got lovings from my honeyboo so I'm good again. yay. :3 -
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Christmas is awesome.
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I talked to Jenny today, because her head kind of esploded. I may be a little selfish in thinking it, but my first thought was "uh oh. I haven't talked to her in forever. She hasn't gotten to vent all her many many emotions and problems in like a year!" as if I'm the only friend she has and can't talk to anyone else about her problems. >_> but ( Read more... )