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(UN)WORTHY?
What makes us worthy of what we have or are given? Is it possible that we get what we give? Or do our actions play the only role in determining what we're worthy of? If you're a relatively lonely person, so much that you're almost bitter. Is it okay for a friend to tell you all about how they cheated on their partner? Are you supposed to pay ( Read more... ) -
Stop... Don't Think.
Why is it that we struggle between the thoughts of our pasts, presents, and futures? Is it because we're so focused on what should have, or what will happen? Are we really so curious that we cloud our minds with thoughts of things that aren't relevant to our present lives? Could it be that we would be happier if we just stopped wondering? Or are we ( Read more... ) -
Apologies..
Sorry I haven't been writing much lately, my mind has been a bit foggy. I'm not sure why, but I intend to get back on the writing wagon within the next few days. I started my second semester of college this past week, I suppose that could play a part in my lacking an opinion on everything. With no opinion, I have nothing to write about. I've been ( Read more... ) -
Me.. In A Nutshell...
I'm a rather complex person, so much that this may even be a little confusing to people. I'm just gonna get right to it and get it over with. I will try to make this sound like a one-sided conversation, in fear that it's going to sound like a personals ad.
I am a very cultured person, with very big dreams. I like to try new things, especially foods ( Read more... ) -
Blind Dating...
In the last entry I was asking what happened to blind dating. You don't hear of anyone going out on blind dates anymore and I wonder why. Could it be that people are too afraid to go out to dinner with a complete stranger? Is this world really not safe enough for that anymore, or are we just being too cautious? I haven't really formed an opinion on ( Read more... ) -
Casual Sex
Why is casual sex such a fad in the gay world? I don't understand how casual sex cures anyone's issues. Does it really give people the satisfaction that they need, or are they using it as a cheap ploy to find the real stuff? I see casual sex as promiscuity, it's defined as two people fucking on their first and only date. Or I suppose you could ( Read more... ) -
I'm Not Your Bitch, BITCH!..
When did it become okay for a friend to only hang out with you when their significant other isn't available? Do I look like a fucking layover? The treatment I get from my friends lately, has me really pissed off. I'm tired of being treated differently just because I'm not dating anyone. Everybody that has somebody will expect you to have somebody ( Read more... ) -
Cautious Is My Middle Name..
We tend to find ourselves in situations that we can't find ways out of. In most cases, we don't even remember how we got into them. We fear the harmless, and yearn for the less desirable. Why is it that we feel a need for danger in our lives? Whether we find ourselves in a bad relationship or walk through a dark alley, what makes us do dangerous ( Read more... ) -
I'll Have A Number 6, Hold The Bengee...
I'm one of those people that you'd pass on the street and judge immediately. I'm not sure what you'd pick apart first; my makeup, my hair, the way I walk, or my style of clothing. What I am sure of is that you're only judging me because it's human nature. People pick apart everyone they see, mostly because they want to make themselves look better ( Read more... ) -
Exes & NO's...
Why does it seem so impossible to detach ourselves from our pasts? Is it that we need to yearn for things that we once thought we could have, or is it just our mind playing tricks on us? I once had something that I couldn't have imagined living without. Then before I had the chance to express my feelings, that something was gone. I realize that I ( Read more... )