Almost every woman will have to put up with more assholes in the first third of her life than almost any guy will have to put up with during his entire life ( Read more... )

My experience flying into Islip:

::wow, this place looks familiar::
"Yeah, you grew up here, dumbass"

::But why does it look so nice to me ( Read more... )

Sometimes the people I love the most are the ones that make me feel the craziest. AND Why do some feel the need to romanticize my life? "Cow Shit," as I told Smokey, "is not Erotic." AND Why do I think that sometimes these same people are happier for me than I am for myself? (ONLY a very sometimes though, because as I laugh I know there are few ( Read more... )

What do I want ( Read more... )

I really think that if I could be in charge of my sister's life for only a few crucial, well chosen hours, that her life would not be fucked up and she would be much happier. But then somebody would have to be in charge of my life for those hours, and it would probably have to be Candy, and then how fucked up would my life get? I might find myself ( Read more... )

I went for a hike down the arroyo and saw a little cave man drawing, with one of his feet as an arrow ( Read more... )

So, I still have these nightmares, but they're changing. In them, I can say "no" now, and it means something ( Read more... )

Take to the hills ( Read more... )

If I could draw loneliness ( Read more... )

Would I blow my sister off for some guy? No. No. Especially not when she's practically crying, but does she care? No. She has to go hang out with some guy. Ryan. Like Ryan is the center of the universe. And then later she'll decide that she actually doesn't like him. And I'll still want to cry ( Read more... )