Well fuck me. I'm setting myself up for the same bullshit again. I just pray to god history doesn't repeat itself. I'll take it all with me to the grave if it happens again. If it doesn't then great, i'll end up finally being happy, but if it does a lot of people are going to be effected by it. Most of it is my fault for allowing myself to fall ( Read more... )

Well I think it's safe to say that I took and gamble and lost. I made a decision based on emotion rather than rational and I feel like it's come back to bite me in the ass. As much as I know she's going to think it's her fault I want her to understand it's not. It was a decision I made based on how I felt and a gamble that I was willing to take, ( Read more... )

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Here we go ladies and gentlemen. So the fight has been removed from the dog? Maybe the dog just doesn't want to fight. Give the dog something to fight for and it will. Throw it a bone and it'll just go away. Fires need two things to burn, calories and oxygen. Both of which I consume and don't produce. I really question if you care at times. Oh yeah ( Read more... )

I guess some things just aren't meant to be understood in life. As curious as I am I believe I have finally decided to concede and walk away. Something that at one point of my life was a highlight has managed to take an absolute turn for the worst and literally emotionally destroy me. Why? What did I ever do to you? Why am I deserving of all this? ( Read more... )

For everything you put me through, I was still standing there when the dust settled. I let you back into my life when everyone said I shouldn't. When you started to crawl back I left an open arm. When you admitted you were wrong I said it was okay. I started to fall for you again when I was afraid to. I even decieded to put your ring back onto your ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of all this shit. It's so flustering to see how quickly how things can change. One minute something you want to go so good is and the next minute you see it all decline and go so bad again. I don't need this shit, I have so much going for myself right now. I'm almost done with my associate degree, I'm starting to look for a job I can ( Read more... )

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I'm beginning to hate the way I feel at times. The last few weeks have defineatly sent my mind through more than it's share of trials and tribulations. It's so hard to feel this way and yet know better, and to top it off listen to everyone give you nine yards of shit about it. However, tonight I got to see yet again why I have the reservations I do ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:LowHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:LowDependent:LowObsessive-Compulsive:Low
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