Now, Monday's are usually innately shit, but since I have Mondays and Fridays off as part of my new timetable I have to find a new reason for them to be shit and I think in today's case they are particularly valid ( Read more... )

Well i'm here now, all settled, got my little girly things and comforts such as Friends and my Brian Molko pictures. I like my room, I feel safe and I can just shut out the world if i want to. People here are great and I like the halls a lot more than i thought i would, but the small talk is getting dull. I'm obviously a victim and creator of ( Read more... )

It's time for yet another sensible update. Wow this was just autosaved. Anyway I watched The Goonies for the first time the other day. It's amazing! Kids are swearing everywhere having sex in caves, snorting coke...ok it's not THAT great, but nonetheless the film was rewarded by a Laura tear at the end. Those of you who have seen the film will ( Read more... )

I can't believe how happy he makes me, as in it's totally weird. Even if i get in a stupid strop or mood, when i'm with him it only lasts for a ridiculous five minutes. He has actual magical powers. Worries, such as last night, disappear in about an hour whereas usually I'd be revelling in self pity for at least two days and who knows what else ( Read more... )

i have to say, the best thing i've done this year is cutting you out of my life. i don't think i've ever been happier. loves my sacha :)

turns out all my fucking paranoia and doubts about certain people, were completely accurate. admittedly it was a long time ago, but it just goes to show that i can see things and it is worth getting fussed over it. fuck i can feel it creeping over again. isn't it funny how he hates me now for being a slut, yet has fallen for another one...

yes, i suppose you're right, i am a stupid cunt out for what i can get...smoking, drinking and being promiscuous is just part of my description. i'm an arsewipe with no sense of reality and no sense of appreciation for other people. i suppose you're right. but having said that, it looks like my parents were right about what you did to me, and the ( Read more... )

it's incredibly weird after 6 days, not being with the same people all the time, makes me sad *boo hoo

i'm so fucking happy, the happiest i think i've ever been. everything's perfect. reading was fucking amazing! the best time i've had so far; i have the perfect boyfriend and i'm just so happy.

i haven't cut in such a long time. uni's all good.

yaaaaay i can hardly contain myselfxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

sigh, i'm sad...that is all. i'm too damn pinickity, too damn intense and too damn cuntish *sigh bye bye