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When someone you love wants to ride too...
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The legendary ride home.
After acknowledging the truth, which was I could not consign my bike, I planned on returning to pick up my bike and take her home. Originally I thought I would return earlier on a weekday when the temperature would be lower than the high 90's and the roads congested with fewer cars. Upon arriving home, I decided I would pick up my bike that day ( Read more... ) -
Almost one year later, she's in my garage
Just in case anyone is actually reading this blog. BOYYY... a lot has changed since my last post one year prior. I'm in much better head space, am happy, am friends with the ex, and have an awesome boyfriend (more like super significant). I almost almost almost consigned my bike with HD this past weekend. Almost. Obviously, I never sold my bike ( Read more... ) -
OK really...now
So, I've been horribly depressed. I feel like I felt when I lost my father. like shit... not all of the time... but you know how intense grief can be and how it can wash over you in waves? yeah. So, it's almost 1 year since the ex came home from his road trip and discussed divorce with me. It's weird. The grief is over what was lost or the ( Read more... ) -
damn it...
Wow, I still haven't made a decision. I feel *so* stuck. I don't think I can afford my bike (well, I can...but I'd be giving up my savings deposits) and the whole back thing (back filled w/ titanium) solo thing (no one to help me out if I'm injured) keeps me chasing my tail. If I sell my bike I will feel like super crap. If I ride my bike I'm ( Read more... ) -
first post in over 5 months
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I earned a science badge for my dedication...plz read...lol
LOL...
So, my good friend from grad school who works in ecological modeling sent me a link so I could receive my "broken heart for science" badge. It's earned when, "the recipient’s passion for science has led to their significant other leaving."
Here tis:
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It's over...
It's official...this time of the year has been converted into the month of sucky events. My dad died an awful death a couple of years ago in December. And, now I will be signing my divorce papers in December. And I will likely be packing up my stuff, moving out, leaving my home, my dogs, my motorcycle behind... As my current life was planned ( Read more... ) -
Soundtrack as i walk a new path
I've been plugged in, literally, just going to work, coming home, and working on my various boxen (computers), droid phone, etc. I'm starting a web site to journal all my various projects. That in and of itself is a project... Time is moving somewhat slowly as I wait for the soon to be ex to move out. something both strange and beautiful ( Read more... ) -
if 1 + 1 != 2; then divorce fi
Ah yes.... What happens when you are too geeky for your spouse. When you and your spouses puzzle pieces just do not fit no matter how hard you try... When you are told that you work too much, that you'd rather spend your time playing with computers...When you are just too different... It's called divorce. It's what my soon to be ex-husband told ( Read more... )
