one of my favorite words... Often looked at as a weakness, i think it's something that is overlooked as a strength in another. People's emotions get the better of them and their strength, compasion and love grow when they someone vulnerable ( Read more... )

another month down, a long month at that. been out to sea now for about 43 straight days. can you imagine not setting foot on land for that long? it's crazy ( Read more... )

*sigh ( Read more... )

Stricken lyrics ( Read more... )

Another underway day, has come and gone away. It's past midnight making it the second day of spring... AHHH smell the flowers... oh wait... that's rotting fish in the sun of the arabian sea and the sweat of 350 men and 40 sweaty ugly women. blech.. yeah it's been a motivating day ( Read more... )

You know what's funny? I keep thinking about all the fun i have had over the past 3 years with fish and patrick. This shit's almost over forever :-( Fisher is getting out of the navy, and moving away. I can't help but remember the parties, the barbeques, helping set-up and clean up, and of course getting drunk beyond all comprehension at his place ( Read more... )

Just end this shit... i don't really care how. it just needs to be over

well, long fucked up times out to sea i gues tend to do this to me, bring old feelings of... abnormality. Feelings that nothing is right or the way it seems... I feel like i know everything and nothing at all. How the fuck is that!?

i just don't want to fall down to where i used to be. I really really don't.

Alright, you want to talk about working out hard? How about working out so hard people working out around you tell you to get off the machines because your generating steam? It was at this point i looked and noiced my Ipod screen was steamed, and i could see it rising off of me in the light. I was proud. 3.5 mile run in 25 minutes. PRETTY FUCKING ( Read more... )

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren’t the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry your blue, I’m sorry about all things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds ( Read more... )