i had an appointment with the therapist today. since he cancelled on me last week, i was pretty pissed at him. so i barely talked. it was actually a really good feeling, as bad as that sounds. i wouldn't look at him, and gave him really simple answers. there were a bunch of awkward silences. so he knew i was mad at him. yes, and since my mother saw ( Read more... )

okay i have nobody to talk to lately so, sorry, but can you please listen? the littlest things get to me lately, so if it sounds stupid, i'm really sorry, i just can't deal with this ( Read more... )

i got a letter from bryan.
he wrote me a rap.
it like made my life.
i love him.

( i wrote some poems. )

blah ( Read more... )

i just use this name to be in cutting communities because i don't want my friends to know. so if you want to be my friend on lj, let me know and i'll add you to my real name.

( surveys, cuz i'm cool! )