why do i even look at them there is no satisfaction ( Read more... )

I will be moving again in three weeks. Seattle will be the new home for michelle and I. I just needed to move closer to work and was sick of sitting in traffic for over 2 hours daily. So hopefully we will stick around for longer than six months cause packing has become a routine.

yeah i still go here some times, never write always read other peoples but i thought that i might write some thing for a change. i dont really talk to anybody on here anymore except of course my brother. I am wondering how all of you are. I am fantastic, moved in with my girlfriend, nice apartment with two cats, got a new job at swedish medical ( Read more... )

havent updated in a bazilion years. but i am at a house and in the drunken state of mind to do so. life has been lonley but thats when what you get when you weed people out to a select few. now i spend my time at work and in books and film. loneliness has been an eye opener and i can concentrate on myself and not on my so called significant other ( Read more... )

so sleepy. hung out with jenny and jules last night. went to a basketball game with julie then went back to her apartment to watch the chinese take on charlies angels which was way better than the american. then we talked to missy in the wee hours of the morning and let me tell you shes a hoot. also jules roomate gave us porn to watch which was ( Read more... )

jenny and i have had a heart to heart and deicided that

lifes a bitch and love is its dirty cunt.

jenny thought up the dirty cunt part, im not that original. thats all i have to say. im hungry.

i think i have made more phone calls in the past two weeks than i have in my entire life. its a good feeling but also very stressfull. i have been trying to get into the doctor for awhile now, i called in today and they said that i cant get in until march!! what the hell i can barely stand now it hurts so bad. so i talked to jenny and she said i ( Read more... )

so my little sister called this morning to tell me she bought tickets to brittney spears and im going with her. can we say HOT DAMN LUCKY ME. she told me that her mom is making me a shirt that says "MARRY ME BRITTNEY". thats all i have to say.

so on my way home from oly my car decided to not shift into any gears. so i am on the freeway i pull over turn the car off turn it back on, i drive in first gear until i get to the next exit. then it slips out of gear and doesnt want to move, then i shut it off again turn it on drive in first gear to a sharis where i call my mom and jenny, jenny ( Read more... )

so the transmission is fucked but no so fucked that i cant drive it. i can drive the car but now i have to manualy shift it. sounds weird but i guess it works. the good news is that my mom called me again and said that she feels really bad about the car and that she wants to help me get a new one. the plan is that i call the bank on monday ask them ( Read more... )