i hate him i swear to god i do. or maybe i just hate myself, or everything, or the fact that i must get OUT of here as quickly as possible and a month and a half is not quickly enough. special thanks to people who keep me from spontaneously combusting for lack of anything better to do. (meaning i don't have anything better to do than spontaneously ( Read more... )

"this is confusing. i HATE confusing!"

trying to write again. finding a job is a bit unsuccesful because apparantly february-august is to short a time to be worth it. i'll help with little shop o' crazystuff (or whatever). hm, reading the cast list was entertaining today. i was happy, proud of people, shocked, and bored all at once. cast lists are only fun if you didn't audition, i know ( Read more... )

I saddled up my pony right ( Read more... )

yeah i had this whole long post written in which i revealed my true feelings on the subject of everything and the answer to the universe and other such things but too bad the computer decided to be a cunt so all i have for you is this fucking bird:


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ouch. so i re-take the online quiz that we had to take for enviro (i am not a dork, because i am failing the class) this time hypothetically. say i found myself a group of seven or more fantastics and we went to costa rica and lived together in a house without running water or electricity and worked and cooked and took the bus everywhere ( Read more... )

so i'm flipping through all the books on my shelf looking for that picture i hid years ago in an attempt to pretend that i've made all the right decisions recently.the one with the keruoac quote i found appropriate scribbled on the back. i don't find the photograph. instead i find one of the old love letters, this one thankfully unadorned with ( Read more... )

so the initial euphoria and parental pride of getting into college (not to mention the forced good nature of the jolly holiday season, increased suicide rate and all) has worn off, and now the tables have turned ( Read more... )

here is me:


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useless youth champion of the world.
what am i doing? i am doing nothing.