I believe I have finally experienced the antithesis of candy nirvana. Henceforth, any item of sugary ilk will taste sublime in comparison, for this was without a question the most godawful taste surprise I've had the misfortune of enduring since my days of childhood dares ( Read more... )

By the by, I just caught wind that the 21plus_ana chickies were planning a group-chat. Of course, it's using AIM, a program which renders me a helpless ninny for its lack of intuitiveness. But what the hell.

In case anyone is remotely interested, my username shall be.. brunnlinde.

Oh, how startlingly original of me. Shock and awe. :P

After the first restful night's sleep in nearly a week, I'm feeling pretty damned good. My thought processes are clearer and I finally managed to remain awake during the hour-long busride to work. Hurrah! But with all this positivity, I'm questioning why I'm musing on all things morbid, this morning ( Read more... )

Apologies if this is incoherent. I've had all of 12 hours of sleep over the past three days, and should probably not be considering such weighty (har har) issues. But my hard-copy journal is currently under my mattress, and I'm stuck at work, so this entry shall set sail across digital seas! Arr. Avast ( Read more... )

Jesus, Joseph and Mary in Tinseltown. I think I've entered some sort of alternate dimension: I lost 2lbs overnight. Poof. I'm at 131.5lbs, three and a half pounds away from my June Challenge goal. Crikey. This only makes my story all the more relevant ( Read more... )

I've started down a dangerous path of lying about my disordered eating habits. Up until now, I've gotten away with taking meals to my room, or eaten minimal amounts in front of my parents/friends. Avoidance has always been key. But over the past week, I've actually started lying. I'll tell my mum, "Won't be home for supper, going out!" and will ( Read more... )

Christ on a cracker, I wish people would stop posting quiz results in communities ( Read more... )

It's nearly June, so the office feels fairly empty. People seem to like their vacations early and extended, here, so I'm pinch-hitting for the EA who's currently off gallivanting somewhere in the Prairies. And things couldn't be duller. Yawn, yawn, yawn ( Read more... )

This week, I'd made a promise to myself that, from then on, I would not eat after 7:30pm. Some doctors say that food eaten two hours prior to bedtime is more easily stored as fat, due to the body's decreased metabolism during sleep periods. Sounds a little fishy, but it's the perfect excuse to give my friends when they get testy about my lack of ( Read more... )

I knew it was a mistake to bring my jar of camping peanut butter to work.