So. It's no secret that many of my entries are real downers. I feel guilty for this, even though I really take solace venting in this medium. I always feel like my problems are never as important or relevant as anyone else's, thus, I feel guilty for bitching. Lately (as in for the past month) I've been pretty fucked up in the head, and wanted ( Read more... )

Not a very productive vacation thus far. I just vegged for the first couple days ( Read more... )

First things first...I suck with money. Those who know me well, know this well...I SUCK with money. It literally means nothing to me. So I spend it. Then, I don't have it to pay for what I owe, and my credit takes a huge fucking nosedive. I need help. seriously ( Read more... )

Everything is cyclical ( Read more... )

I remember very little. But I know the day started with a walk with a good friend of mine, Mr. Dave Chappelle. He was telling me about how he was fed up with of all the new friends he had aquired from his recent brush with success. The conversation quickly turned on me as I realized I was being accused of exhibiting the traits of one such leech ( Read more... )

I wrote. Two pages. Not a bound or a leap, by any means. But a start. Hopefully I can get myself back into this whole screenplay full-force quickly here. I feel like I'm writing something important now. Something with focus and a point, with much room for interpretation. I am passionate about this one...so I REALLY fear working on it. I'm ( Read more... )

Fathers' day. Hmmm ( Read more... )

You know how there are those people you really just don't like? You know, the ones you try to avoid at all costs. I know it sounds weird, but I'm that guy, to me. I don't really like me. In fact, if I didn't have to see me everyday, I wouldn't. I feel like I am watching myself from above my own body at times, critiquing my every move, unable ( Read more... )

What if I'm always wrong ( Read more... )

I haven't done anything today that should leave me so drained, and yet, I am so fucking tired. Listen homies. There is this little band out of Detroit that has the market cornered on Alt-Country. They go by the name of "Blanche." They also happen to be playing at the Crocodile Cafe on June 25 at 9 p.m. Now I would love to go to this concert, ( Read more... )