I've been feeling really weird lately. A sort of emotion not yet defined possesses my mind day in and day out. I feel...I don't want to use the word "dumb," but...I just can't really focus. On the surface, I don't feel like I have too much stress that would lead me into such a disconnected state. I'm not sure the change is even negative in ( Read more... )

Okay. So I wake up Saturday feeling kinda shitty. My stomach feels like its tied in a knot. I get to work, last two hours, then get light-headed. I tell Jon I might need to go home early, then wander to the back to spash water on my face. Then, My vision goes. Yes, my vision goes. It scares the shit out of me. So, naturally I lay down. Yep ( Read more... )

Had a lot of fun last night. You all may disagree, but I think there aren't enough guys like captain Rob, who just throw caution to the wind and let the chemicals take over. That being said, I just wanted to poke my head into this thing and let everyone know I'm still on this fucking thing. This LJ, this chair, this floor, this earth, this ( Read more... )

I LOVED making that web comic... but it took it out of me. I did too much at once i think. The basics are all set up now, so expect updates roughly bi-weekly. It brought on idea after idea for what I can do. One idea I have is a sort of interactive one...and I promise it's not for lack of ideas. I want, from each of you who would like to be ( Read more... )

Tired as hell...worked on web-comic all day. going to bed....please read it. the web disign of the site is non-existent right now I know, but please enjoy my horrible imagination.

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I've dropped out of the level of LiveJournal promiscuity I found last month, but I have returned for what I hope shan't be a one-night-stand. A friend of mine once accused me of being Obsessive-compulsive, and I couldn't understand at first what the hell he was talking about. I'm not by any means a germaphobe, I'm not anal retentive about ( Read more... )

I love you Melly. You are my world. Thank you for everything you've done for me. Loves!

I just finished watching "Yojimbo." God I love Kurosawa! His use of layering his shots is phenomenal. In one scene in Yojimbo, rival gangs meet in the center of town for a good old-fashioned showdown. Knowing that the side he has chosen to work for plans to kill him and steal back his fee once the opposition has been destroyed, Sanjuro gives ( Read more... )

Yes, I'm a dork. I want to update...but have nothing to say. So here, I shall transcribe the lyrics to the beautifully crafted song, "Everything You Know is Wrong," by "Weird" Al Yankovic. It has been stuck in my head for days, and it goes like this ( Read more... )

I realize I had a long stint of not updating, but as we are indeed creatures of habit, I feel it is necessary to start doing this more often. I always feel better after I do anyway...so why not help myself feel better more often. I've got to go to the doctor. I'm not feeling sick or anything but I haven't been in so long. I want to see if there ( Read more... )