I got an offer to go out to area 51 tonight and meet this chick, but I have no money so I had to turn it down. And I have another saturday...I probably can't fucking go. I AM GOING CRAZY, NOT BEING ABLE TO PARTY. So I drank a bunch of beer at home, and now I am drunk. I told myself, if I can't fucking go out, i will get drunk at least, alone ( Read more... )

The job hunt is going okay...so far I have offers for target overnight, for a grocery store called smiths during the day, and Rite Aid. Not sure which one I will choose. On another note, the entire culture here is weird. Here, people my age, infact most of them, get married in their early twenties...not like it is in philly. And also, I have ( Read more... )

God Fucking Damn it, man, where the hell have all my comments gone? Look at the three updates before this one...NO COMMENTS. C'mon people, give me some damn comments!

I have been going crazy, fucking stir crazy, sitting couped up in my room all day. At first, it was because I hadn't had my own internet in so long, and I missed it, so I got addicted and couldn't leave, then I started getting weird, nervous energy. I had to get out of the house. Just so I could have en exuse to do so, I went out to get some ( Read more... )

Ding Dong the Pope is dead, the pope is dead, the pope is dead, ding dong the wicked pope is deeeeeaaaaaad. I'm glad the poop is dead. Just playing, I shouldn't put the guy down...he did some good shit for alot of people.

Things have been progressively moving along in my lonely world. I have been relentlessly looking for a job, to no avail yet...I was thinking of an office job, perhaps a file clerk or something. I am possibly also thinking of walgreens. I got a new cell phone, and it's pretty great. It has a color screen, internet, games, even ps2 games, cool ( Read more... )

Lately I have been having extreme manic bouts of depression, and then sudden elation. I have been lashing out at my family and getting testy with everybody around me. Of course, it's all because I feel like a caged animal in a new place. I'm freaked out, I have no friends here and I don't know where anything is. It's a pretty overwhelming ( Read more... )

The Weather is superb here, and the sheer amount of hot women here is astounding. Such beautiful women, yowza. The city is massive...everything you could ever want or need is here. Plenty of clubs, bars, comic book stores, role playing stores, goth stores, 5 malls all in the city, fuck, they even have cheap apartments that look nice, and are ( Read more... )

Last night was some fun, I sort of felt like a fifth wheel with two couples, but it was a good night. It was hard though, because I was so depressed about leaving, and I really hate goodbyes, so I was sort of uncomfortable and quiet most of the night. I don't know, I've been anti-socail kind of ever since it has gotten close to me leaving. And ( Read more... )

Tell me What you think of my new haircut, folks :


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