laying down. thinking of how my life was like a year ago. thinking of all the horrible decisions i use to make and how i really didnt get through a day without a drink. seriously considered myself an alcoholic. I feel like I have really grown up since then. its unfortunate of the name I made for myself because people dont forget no matter how hard ( Read more... )

So the last 6 months I have been working my ass off hoping to get a riase at my job and they put a freeze on raises. seriously? that really blows. And now they are asking me to work full time there and still keep my weekend jobs So thats 42 hours at this job a week. Working two weeks straigh without a day off getting two days off and then working ( Read more... )

Sooo happy. First month down, everythings going in the right direction!

So honestly this last week I have been walking on a cloud. Not letting the little things bug me so much just because I know have some amazing experiences to look forard to. I want this year to be all about things that can be bettering me and my life and my experiences. If that means ending current relationships so I can look to find a new one then ( Read more... )

i want to be 21. badly. only problem in life right now.

vegas was good. def plan on returning when Im 21 though, feel like it will be 100 times bettterrr :]

so here i am thinking my head is on straight, that ive got things going in the right direction that im not making dumb decisions anymore....and then i find out youre back in mass. and back with her. and youre all i can fucking think about. and it is truely annoying. i dont want to want you in my life. i honestly dont want anything to do with you ( Read more... )

i feeeel so loved <3
and had such a good weekend.
im happpy :]

got my ticket. a good amount of cash saved up. and a body full of excitement.
november please hurrrry :]

plane tickets. big smiles. and warm weather
 countdown to november.
 I cant fucking wait :]