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not dead
i didnt have internets for a while and life has turned out to be more interesting than the internet. i love my new roomies. i am going to be starting the community arts practice certificate at york in the fall. i accept my boring job as a means to that end (though i think i will eventually find something more interesting), and applying to grad ( Read more... ) -
life goes on
good weekend. lazy, in a good way. my previous funk seems to have passed, as they are wont to do. i wish it was possible to make that happen faster, but alas. nothing is fundamentally different, and i think there looms stressful living situations next month, but im going to try to keep my chin up anyway and keep one hand on the pile of ( Read more... ) -
could just be the wierd weather.
feeling generally drained and listless about life. the room cleaning didnt exactly energise me, but i might as well undertake a task that i dont particularly like when im feeling bleh anyway. the mood is unlikely to get any worse. now i still feel bleh, but with a vague sense of accomplishment ( Read more... ) -
hedonism is not just sex and drugs
i believe in moments of pure pleasure, shared. in the end thats all i want to remember of life, and life itself becomes a neverending effort to multiply those moments to infinity. all stress is the fear of losing those and never finding them again ( Read more... ) -
things on my mind
school in the fall... interview....
(applying to grad)
home... landlord approval... lease...
drawings... never enough
friends... place... summer
work... jobs... money
loneliness vs being alone... companionship & independence
what set of superstitious sighs make real the illusion of love -
summer
i was going to work on some long overdue printmaking today, but when i got up it was so sunny and humid i decided that the day was meant to be spent outside in a sundress doing nothing at all productive ( Read more... ) -
state of the drew
feel the need to post but there is simultaneously everything and nothing to say. the usual, then.
fixing my brain, one neurosis at a time. but concentrating on liking myself regardless. go me.
generally feeling positive, in spite of continuing stress. it will all work out, and i can be patient. im done being in a hurry with life.
recovering from ( Read more... ) -
roommates
the last month of roommate hunting has been kind of an ordeal. im not going to get too excited right away, because ive already had my hopes dashed at least twice so far, but i think it will be resolved soon ( Read more... ) -
another artist after my own brain
Julie Devaney performs "My Leaky Body", a one-woman show about her experiences in the health care system, ER visits, diagnosis, and treatment for Ulcerative Colitis. She turned those experiences into a Master's Thesis, and then this show, as well as workshops and talks for medical professionals, and on and on.
The positive response around this, and ( Read more... )
