i hate myself for liking you...i hate that i think about you...i hate that i know that you exist...i hate that i compare everyone to you, or that when i look at someone else i think about how close or different from you they are...i hate that late at night i relive every time we talked and what i could have done, even though i may not even have ( Read more... )

so i got a new blog...mostly because i'm slightly compulsive about these things...and then i may potentionally get bored with it, but for now, i'm really excited...it has widgets ( Read more... )

i just completed twelve days straight of doing something, either rehearsals or starbucks or teaching and i don't think i have any day to actually not do something until after christmas...between the working and the driving to get there, i'm a bit worn out ( Read more... )

this is going to be a long one my droogies, so stay with me...i'm trying for a over one thousand words here while i try to clean my head...i will put this into sections in order to help with some semblence of organization, which is hardly my strong point...some of this will be repetition from a previous post, but so it goes...so lets start with:
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first off, this is a picture of my new piercing...it is the lower one, the hoop with the ball in it...

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so my october pretty much sucked uber hardcore, with the black eye (not from anything cool) and the second degree burn (still got the scar!) and just the general now i feel really fucking old and still haven't done anything of any importance with my life whatsoever thingy going on...so october sucked...a lot ( Read more... )

1. I've come to realize that my hair...will look horrible from the fourth hour after i washed it to the third day it is unwashed, however on the fourth day that it goes unwashed, then it starts to look really good ( Read more... )

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the recital i was having on Saturday 20 September 2008 is cancelled...
it has been rescheduled...
see picture for details...

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ok, so i'm just going to write this...because you know you don't read it, so what the hell should i care anyway ( Read more... )