I wrote a letter today ... just trying to explain ... but i couldn't find the words to say, because you are so far away. It's so hard for me to face that it had to end this way  ..... but my love will never change.  When I search my soul to find the truth about the friendship we shared, I wonder why you're no longer here. Well I can't forget the ( Read more... )

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong 
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

If I had just one tear rollin' down your cheek maybe I could cope, maybe I’d get some sleep. If I had just one moment at your expense maybe all my misery would be well spent. Would you cry a little, lie just a little. Pretend that you're feeling a little more pain. I gave, now I'm wanting something in return .... so cry just a little for me ( Read more... )

i'll miss you till 
my face falls off

I'll be your best kept secret


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missing my grammy hurts more than i imagined.  yea she lived a long, beautiful life ..... but it still breaks my heart. the next month or so is going to be tough. *sigh*

back in the burgh.
not really into the school thing.
but glad to be with my friends.

GOODNIGHT.

My Grandmother passed away last night .....
She got sick about two weeks ago.
And so quickly she was taken away.

I've never lost a grandparent before. This all new to me.
I've had all four up until yesterday.  I'm still trying to take it all in.
Dont think it will sink in much till I get home tomorrow.

I know she lived a long and happy life.  My ( Read more... )

today was just a whole mess.

me thinking way too much.  about the past.  first of michael. and i how it fucken sucks.  what the hell.  im mad ... but im not.  how could he just up and leave like that? he had no right.  but no, he wasnt happy.  how dare i sit here and say he should have lived miserably. but how dare he break my heart.  then theres ( Read more... )

There is no true love story. No matter how bad you want it she doesn’t. I remember when love was simple, you gave your heart away in hopes of a perfect future with only the subtle fear of repercussion. The unfortunate thing is the outcome will probably lead to a broken heart, which if one was so inclined they could behoove themselves to pick up the ( Read more... )

I see the questions in your eyes

I know what's weighing on your mind

You can be sure

I know my part

Cause I'll stand beside you

through the years

you'll only cry those

happy tears

And though

I make mistakes

I'll never break your heart.

cheer up baby.