Last night I had a nightmare about my past. I dreamed I was locked in a small closet or something and was being forced to inject myself over and over. Except I wasn't shooting dope or anything pleasant, I was being forced to slam 409 or Drano or something. My skin was progessively turning blue and I started crying and the tears that streamed down ( Read more... )

JEN! KITTY! JASMINE ( Read more... )

I am happy to see you around still grrrlie! So, is this new idenity of yours to hide from the riff raff? If so, thanks for cluing me in! Anyways, which movie do you speak of? You have been added sweetie, what's the deal with yr journal. I mean, it is open for me sometimes and locked others ( Read more... )

I wish that I could freely write as I pleased and be nothing but forthright and honest. Alas, everything I write and say is being scrutinized by a "higher authority", so I have to bite my tounge. I just needed to post this little tid bit of information. ByE!

Today was yet another day in the life of a struggling, former junkie. Just trying to make it through another day. Searching for a steady job and trying to keep enough money on hand to have a pack of cigarettes in my pocket and gasoline in the truck. Going to my court appointed "drug diversion" (I was sentenced to the class for a September 2002 ( Read more... )

well, i got to see jasmine today and that makes me very happy. erin, where are you at? i want to see you or at least have a decent conversation with you before you set sail for ireland! i miss you god dammit! nothing is static, everything is falling apart. i am so tired of this stagnent life. i need to get back to my creative core. start up my zine ( Read more... )

If you truly want to know why I steered off course and crashed into self-destruction. go to this web site, download the song and read the lyrics, then and only then will you understand what filled my head then ( Read more... )

In case you have wondered why i spent so many years of my life "fucked up" on smack, i feel like this poem somewhat can explain it. better than i can anyways ( Read more... )

hey jazzie!
thanks for the help. i have been fucking around with the customization options and this is what i have settled on for now. do you like it? anyways, i am tired and i am going to bed. tomorrow i am going to start posting "real" entries. so, if you have time or interest, check back in the early afternoon. i love you jazz! anyways, nite...

Hey, yeah that looks cool. Could you make the colors a little more menacing? I don't know how to explain that. But I guess I mean a little darker with some blood red. You know? You are so awesome, thanks for taking an interest. Wanna make out? hehehehe
p.s. i don't know what you mean about the "click here" option for icons. oh and check your LJ