the masterlist
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Chapter Fics
Montmartre - R, two chapters, written 2007. A starving artist in Paris is inspired by a street performer.
Just Deserts - R, three chapters, written 2006. When Bert falls apart, Gerard is waiting to catch him.
Words Mean Nothing - R, six chapters, written 2006. Gerard and Bert are forced to resolve their differences when they get stuck in a lift.
Another Velvet Morning - R, four chapters, written 2005. Gerard wakes up naked with someone he doesn't remember going to bed with.
Parallel Lines - NC-17, two chapters, written 2005. Bert is a teenage gymnast with a crush on his coach.
Standalones
Lola - R, written 2005. Bert's encounter with a beautiful stranger.
Green and Red - PG, written 2005. Gerard muses on the meaning of life and love.
Pigtails and Pompoms - PG, written 2005. Halloween dress-up and roleplay.
Rain - R, written 2005. Bert pulls a reluctant Gerard out of depression.
Claustrophobia - PG, written 2006. Bert's mind wanders as he watches Gerard sleep.
Tequila Sunrise - NC-17, written 2006. A night of drinking leads to kinky sex games.
Torture - R, written 2006. Angst. Bert knows it's not normal to dwell on this.
It's the Thought that Counts - PG, written 2006. Gerard brings Bert an unusual present.
Soliloquy In Autumn - PG, written 2006. He'd never felt so alone.
The Hardest Word To Say - R, written 2006. Bert gathers the courage to apologise.
Nineteen Again - PG, written 2006. Gerard comes out to his mother.
Breaking The Rules - NC-17, written 2006. I want things to be different, he said.
Monsters - R, written 2006. Gerard struggles with insomnia.
Concealment (c) - R, written 2006. Gerard doesn't know how, but Bert can always slip through the fog to find him.
With Eyes Closed - R, written 2006. You only miss him when you close your eyes.
My New Found Land - R, written 2006. To Gerard, Bert's at his most beautiful when he's naked.
Before All The Stains - R, written 2006. They were finally alone. Together, but always alone.
Pillows and Philosophy - R, written 2006. "You don't know that an easy love never lasts. It can't."
Life as an Anagram - R, written 2006. Everything reminds him of Gerard, if he thinks hard enough.
Walking Wounded - R, written 2006. Bert comes to Gerard's rescue after he injures his ankle.
Black Empty Spaces (c) - R, written 2006. Music may be the reason that he's alive -- but Gerard is the reason he wants to live.
Pieces Mended - R, written 2006. This isn't closure, not by a long shot. This is a homecoming.
Judging Books by Covers - R, written 2006. When Bert leaves his notebook in the bus, Gerard can't help but look.
Escape - R, written 2006. "Don't you get it? I can't escape you."
Crystalline - PG, written 2006. A friendship ruined by lack of intimacy, yet rekindled by physical contact.
Empty Thoughts - R, written 2007. It's horrible, feeling lonely when you're surrounded by people.
Prosthetic - PG, written 2007. Accept no substitutes. No consolation prizes. No quick fixes.
Silver - R, written 2007. Bert makes him forget the silver sprinkled through his hair and the bags beneath his eyes.
English Breakfast - R, written 2007. The disgruntled, mildly disgusted look on Bob's face is priceless.
Trick Or Treat - R, written 2007. "You're a lot of things, Bert, but you were never fucking boring."
The Dotted Line - R, written 2007. This is a stupid idea, he thinks -- but stupidity's never stopped him before.
Half-Spoken - PG, written 2007. He wants to reach into Gerard's head and pull out every monster that torments him, then hold him until the fear is gone.
Twelve Days - PG, written 2007. Give me one last Christmas with you, he'd said. I'll never ask for anything again.
The Strangest Thing - R, written 2008. "What's the strangest thing that's ever turned you on?"
Any Other Day - NC-17, written 2008. Lying like this -- like a piece of meat waiting to be devoured -- turns him on far more than it should.
Possession - R, written 2008. "You're mine. All mine. And you're gonna wear this to work to prove it, yeah?"
For Better Or Worse - R, written 2008. Bert's reaction to news of Gerard's marriage.
Second Glances - R, written 2008. Yeah, it was official: Bert wanted him. Badly.
Take Off Your Mask - PG, written 2008. For someone who lies so often, Bert's not very good at it.
There's No Tomorrow - R, written 2008. He can't forget what he's just seen, or stop wondering about why the hell he saw it.
Drabbles
Red
Grey
Mahogany
Mauve
Tan
Rose
Emerald
Wild Strawberry
Fern
Mint
Sand
Pink
Cocoa
Just A Little (c)
Fic Series
2006:
Toxic (AU) 1-5 / 6-10 / 11-16 / 17-20 / Epilogue
Space and Time 1-4 / 5-9 / 10-14 / 15-19 / 20-25
Other Pairings
Bob/Gerard:
Snowglobes
Beyond Obvious
Unwind (d)
Call It A Kink (d)
Bob/Ray: Supernatural
Unravelling (d, c)
Bob/Frank:
Fire/Smoke
Suitcases and Sidekicks
Nocturnal Emission (d)
Bob/Brian:
Passing Out
Gerard/Frank:
Forgiveness
Attention Deficit
That Joke Isn't Funny Anymore (d, c)
On the Rocks (d)
Gerard/Ray:
Experimentation (d)
Gerard/Mikey:
Something That Fits
Gerard/Matt Skiba:
Burn
Gerard/Morrissey:
Apologies
Bert/Pete:
Mommy's Boy
Bert/Mikey:
Giving Up
Bert/Frank:
My Friends All Drive Porsches (d)
Bert/Jeph
Magnetic
Jeph/Branden:
Only Instinct
Jeph/Quinn:
The Perfect Sunday Morning
Jeph/Frank:
Reverie (d)
Ink (d)
Key: AU = alternate universe, d = drabble, c = written for a challenge.
Chapter Fics
Montmartre - R, two chapters, written 2007. A starving artist in Paris is inspired by a street performer.
Just Deserts - R, three chapters, written 2006. When Bert falls apart, Gerard is waiting to catch him.
Words Mean Nothing - R, six chapters, written 2006. Gerard and Bert are forced to resolve their differences when they get stuck in a lift.
Another Velvet Morning - R, four chapters, written 2005. Gerard wakes up naked with someone he doesn't remember going to bed with.
Parallel Lines - NC-17, two chapters, written 2005. Bert is a teenage gymnast with a crush on his coach.
Standalones
Lola - R, written 2005. Bert's encounter with a beautiful stranger.
Green and Red - PG, written 2005. Gerard muses on the meaning of life and love.
Pigtails and Pompoms - PG, written 2005. Halloween dress-up and roleplay.
Rain - R, written 2005. Bert pulls a reluctant Gerard out of depression.
Claustrophobia - PG, written 2006. Bert's mind wanders as he watches Gerard sleep.
Tequila Sunrise - NC-17, written 2006. A night of drinking leads to kinky sex games.
Torture - R, written 2006. Angst. Bert knows it's not normal to dwell on this.
It's the Thought that Counts - PG, written 2006. Gerard brings Bert an unusual present.
Soliloquy In Autumn - PG, written 2006. He'd never felt so alone.
The Hardest Word To Say - R, written 2006. Bert gathers the courage to apologise.
Nineteen Again - PG, written 2006. Gerard comes out to his mother.
Breaking The Rules - NC-17, written 2006. I want things to be different, he said.
Monsters - R, written 2006. Gerard struggles with insomnia.
Concealment (c) - R, written 2006. Gerard doesn't know how, but Bert can always slip through the fog to find him.
With Eyes Closed - R, written 2006. You only miss him when you close your eyes.
My New Found Land - R, written 2006. To Gerard, Bert's at his most beautiful when he's naked.
Before All The Stains - R, written 2006. They were finally alone. Together, but always alone.
Pillows and Philosophy - R, written 2006. "You don't know that an easy love never lasts. It can't."
Life as an Anagram - R, written 2006. Everything reminds him of Gerard, if he thinks hard enough.
Walking Wounded - R, written 2006. Bert comes to Gerard's rescue after he injures his ankle.
Black Empty Spaces (c) - R, written 2006. Music may be the reason that he's alive -- but Gerard is the reason he wants to live.
Pieces Mended - R, written 2006. This isn't closure, not by a long shot. This is a homecoming.
Judging Books by Covers - R, written 2006. When Bert leaves his notebook in the bus, Gerard can't help but look.
Escape - R, written 2006. "Don't you get it? I can't escape you."
Crystalline - PG, written 2006. A friendship ruined by lack of intimacy, yet rekindled by physical contact.
Empty Thoughts - R, written 2007. It's horrible, feeling lonely when you're surrounded by people.
Prosthetic - PG, written 2007. Accept no substitutes. No consolation prizes. No quick fixes.
Silver - R, written 2007. Bert makes him forget the silver sprinkled through his hair and the bags beneath his eyes.
English Breakfast - R, written 2007. The disgruntled, mildly disgusted look on Bob's face is priceless.
Trick Or Treat - R, written 2007. "You're a lot of things, Bert, but you were never fucking boring."
The Dotted Line - R, written 2007. This is a stupid idea, he thinks -- but stupidity's never stopped him before.
Half-Spoken - PG, written 2007. He wants to reach into Gerard's head and pull out every monster that torments him, then hold him until the fear is gone.
Twelve Days - PG, written 2007. Give me one last Christmas with you, he'd said. I'll never ask for anything again.
The Strangest Thing - R, written 2008. "What's the strangest thing that's ever turned you on?"
Any Other Day - NC-17, written 2008. Lying like this -- like a piece of meat waiting to be devoured -- turns him on far more than it should.
Possession - R, written 2008. "You're mine. All mine. And you're gonna wear this to work to prove it, yeah?"
For Better Or Worse - R, written 2008. Bert's reaction to news of Gerard's marriage.
Second Glances - R, written 2008. Yeah, it was official: Bert wanted him. Badly.
Take Off Your Mask - PG, written 2008. For someone who lies so often, Bert's not very good at it.
There's No Tomorrow - R, written 2008. He can't forget what he's just seen, or stop wondering about why the hell he saw it.
Drabbles
Red
Grey
Mahogany
Mauve
Tan
Rose
Emerald
Wild Strawberry
Fern
Mint
Sand
Pink
Cocoa
Just A Little (c)
Fic Series
2006:
Toxic (AU) 1-5 / 6-10 / 11-16 / 17-20 / Epilogue
Space and Time 1-4 / 5-9 / 10-14 / 15-19 / 20-25
Other Pairings
Bob/Gerard:
Snowglobes
Beyond Obvious
Unwind (d)
Call It A Kink (d)
Bob/Ray: Supernatural
Unravelling (d, c)
Bob/Frank:
Fire/Smoke
Suitcases and Sidekicks
Nocturnal Emission (d)
Bob/Brian:
Passing Out
Gerard/Frank:
Forgiveness
Attention Deficit
That Joke Isn't Funny Anymore (d, c)
On the Rocks (d)
Gerard/Ray:
Experimentation (d)
Gerard/Mikey:
Something That Fits
Gerard/Matt Skiba:
Burn
Gerard/Morrissey:
Apologies
Bert/Pete:
Mommy's Boy
Bert/Mikey:
Giving Up
Bert/Frank:
My Friends All Drive Porsches (d)
Bert/Jeph
Magnetic
Jeph/Branden:
Only Instinct
Jeph/Quinn:
The Perfect Sunday Morning
Jeph/Frank:
Reverie (d)
Ink (d)
Key: AU = alternate universe, d = drabble, c = written for a challenge.