ive decided i need to have more fun in my life.
Im not really sure what that consists of but...id like to do that

"pleaseee my son hes screaming in there!
"well hes probably on fire"

Im listening to dane cook.
its making me kind of happy

i got a new hat today.
pretty happy about that.

ummm.
i miss everyone at home.

oh yeah saw the davinci code today.  it ( Read more... )

Today is a sad day.
:(

thats all for now.

so today had its ups and downs.
it was raining all day so that sucked.
but we went to the outlet stores in tilton.
my dad bought me things so that was cool.
I bought clothes from J.Crew and Banana Republic.
It makes me feel pretty snazy.
After I got home I got real depressed out of nowhere.
That sucked alot. 
Felt sick too.  Layed down for a little while.
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yup im up at a lakehouse in some town called gilmanton or something...
its only like an hour away.
we came up yesterday afternoon.
the sun has hardly been out and its upsetting me.
it was out for a little while today.
I want a major tan.
And if that doesnt happen this week im going to be very upset.
im insanely bored right now.
i really dont know what to ( Read more... )

i worked all day.
i was very sad at times.
it wasnt a very good day overall.
i didnt see really anything at work.
im hanging out with shauna brooks tonight.
we wanted to toke.
i wanted to toke REALLY bad.
doesnt look like thats gonna happen due to the fact that we cant get our hands on anything.
im very upset about this.
whats wrong with me?
nvm dont answer ( Read more... )

The weather is getting hotter.
Im starting to go to the beach.
I like it.
Ive been with all my friends alot.
I want things to be like old times so im trying hard to make it that way.
Its working a little...Im somewhat pleased.
I really dont know where I would be right now if I didnt have my friends lately.
To all those who have been there...thank you so ( Read more... )

"Im asexual."
"Like a flower?"
"No even flowers have a gender!"
"Delia do you have something to tell us?"

That pretty much sums up last night.

tonight im going to do yoga with Mere.

Hi. Im home for summer!
With the exception of driving up to school for one more class and a couple finals.
But yeah...Im super excited to be home!
I really hope this summer is amazing beause I could really use that.
I havent been truly "happy" in what feels like forever.
Im hoping being home with everyone I love will help pull me out of that.
If it ( Read more... )

I basically dont write in this anymore.
No one really reads it.
But I feel its probably lonely.
So I mostly would just like to say...
It is my sons 1st birthday today!!! so....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYDEN! :D

I wish I could have been at home for it :/. 
Not that you'll read this..but you know..whatever.

Also new in my life...
My sister totaled the car last ( Read more... )

so i guess i dont really like to write in here lately.
i am now i guess for like a minute or two.
i dont know if ill continue updating.
I just dont really care.
my life is really really boring.

spring break was amazing. loved it.
didnt want to come back.
i wish i loved college. but i dont.
im not sure if that will ever change or not.
im not sure if ( Read more... )