Well, I went to the beach Tuesday with Brittany, from work. We were there for about 5 hours...big mistake. I have sun poisoning very badly. Bad blisters on my back, chest, and shoulders. I am in so much pain I wish that I didn't have to be here at work. I would rather much just lay in a bath tub full of water and cry. I have never experienced this ( Read more... )

Well, Josh came up for the weekend and I actually got to hang out with him...*shock*. Didn't really do much, just went to wally world before I went to work. I wish he wasn't such a prick about Ron. They are a lot alike. (ok so both would kill me if they saw that). But it's true. I think the best statement of the weekend was, "Why don't you be a ( Read more... )

Im in the mood for some new tunes, It has been forever since I have downloaded any music, since my computer doesn't have a burner. I need some new music folks so help me out here and give some good shit to listen to. Kinda lookin for upbeat tempo, but anything will do really. Even if it's something you think I haven't heard of. I'll listen to just ( Read more... )

I'm so tired. I slept pretty good today. I went and got some stuff from my house and brought it over to Ron's did some laundry and slept lol. I am off Sunday one of Ron's friends, who's really nice, invited us over to his friend's house for Easter Dinner. We're goin to be having prime rib and stuff so that's cool. :) I have to stay till 8am instead ( Read more... )

Well, we got an apt. We move in May 1st. :) I'm goin to be moving in with Ron and Nikki until the apt is ready. It's funny, b/c just today my landlord came by and offered me a studio apt for the same rent and I took it. So I guess it's good I didn't start moving shit into it. I hate moving and now I pretty much have to do it twice. Fun fun. The ( Read more... )

I'm having a bad night...and I miss Ryan. I haven't talked to him in 2 months. Which is about how long our lil silences usually last. I know this time it's for good though. I can't stand the way I feel. I hate wanting to be friends with someone I know isn't good for me. I hate missing someone so bad that it makes you feel like you're missing part ( Read more... )

I was feeling so good when I wrote my last post...things were changing and things were going good. Well unfortunately, we weren't approved for the apt. Too much past debt and so on. We're still looking for places though. Erik spent the night at my house Monday night and Tuesday I was goin to follow him to Brookesville to spend the night with him ( Read more... )

There are some definite changes brewing. I am more than likely going to be moving out of my trailer dump, into an apt. Although I won't be living by myself anymore. I am goin to be so happy to have a place that is nicer and that I am not ashamed of. I have been in this small as place for way too long. Since July last year. If things go as planned ( Read more... )

I got a letter for a hearing in the mail to show why they should continue with the paternity case. Funny, how Viriginia swears she hasn't tried to stop it, why else would they send me this letter?

I don't know what the hell my problem is thinking that I can trust people. Especially Josh. Everytime I let him have the least little bit of trust he shoots it down the drain. I cannot believe the stupidity of his dishonesty. It wasn't even anything important, just something I asked him to not to bring up to someone and what is the first thing he ( Read more... )