finally. apirl is over. it had to have been the worst month i've ever had in my entire life. i felt like i had no real support, and no one could possibly understand what i was going through. granted, it doesn't matter because i know that we all have stuff to deal with, and you got to keep moving on with a possitive outlook on life. and treating the ( Read more... )

i feel so renewed just to know were talking again. and maybe it's not to the extent that i want, but it's sure as hell better then nothing. so i think the boy and i are over for good. no together. no nothing. from the way things are going, he wanted it this way. it hurts. like i actually feel like i'm about to lose an amazing friend. hopefully i'm ( Read more... )

so here i am. the boyfriend and i broke up. and it sucks. but there's nothing i can do about it. knowing we'll be just friends is the worst feeling ever. i'm not going to lie. i'm miserable without him. today is the first broken up day without him. i hate it. and this is the first day (in a long time) that i didn't see him and i hate it. i hate it ( Read more... )

if i could kill one person, i swear to you it'd be him. just take a gun and put it to your head. and i'd be the happiest i've ever been. i mean, just seeing him makes me so pissed off and i don't even know why? can you really be that much of a scumbag? if it's not you talking shit, then it'd be your friends. i won't mention names so you can keep on ( Read more... )

it is soo fustrating when one of your best friends tells you how unattractive she thinks your boyfriend is. and it's even more fustrating that they don't get along. and i'm stuck. i don't know what to do. i like the boy. and i love my best friend. what the fuck do you do? don't ask me cause i don't know. just fucking kill me.

when i'm with him he drives me crazy. when i'm without him, i just want to be with him. weird how that works. i think we're all going to the beach tonight. i just want to see him. he makes me happy...most of the time. he's been honest. alittle too honest. but hey, maybe that's what i need. i adore him. they say he likes me more then i like him. ( Read more... )

i like you alot. but i'm not in love with you.

i do not understand why you have to call me names. i do not understand why you hate me. i don't understand why you have to be such an asshole all the damn time. what did i ever do to you my dear? please fucking tell me; because you were the one that cheated on me. you were the one that lied to me. you fucked another girl while we were dating. so ( Read more... )

the boy is sick so i might not see him tomorrow. makes me bummed out. because he's the one thing lately that gives me a reason to breathe. he's too kind. and i adore him for it. and he'll help me move on. but how long will it last? it only lasts so long.  got a friend request today i never expected in my life, but i approved. and it'll be 2 weeks ( Read more... )

i wish i never met you. i just want to get rid of you. prom; such a waste of time. 4 months. such a waste of life.  and words come from my mouth that i never thought i'd ever say in my life. i don't know why we pretend to be friends. somewhere deep inside you still like me. [which is why your jealous all the time] and i found the cure to your ( Read more... )