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( good god my lungs hurt )

i was in a terrible terrible mood but then chris put some metallica on for me while i was vacuuming. then as i was filling up the mop water, i got him to put on pretty hate machine.

hell fucken yeah.

got money don't care about the sick among the cured...

i fucking hate it here and i hate everything and in a week i will be out of free lexapro and will have to pay about $150 a month for it. because i think it is time. to. up. my. dosage ( Read more... )

we don't wear out hearts on our sleeves for nothing, do we, girls?

( you know who you are )

i've decided from now on i will use LJ cuts, since i write so much and so often. that way you dont have to scroll down thru my long rambles...

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think i'll pack it in and buy a pickup
take it down to LA
find a place to call my own and try to fix up
start a brand new day...

all i want is a boy who will beat me up. hit me hard and not apoogize.

and then fuck my brains out.

i sure hope noah calls, cos no one has ever hit me quite like him...

god i want to fuck him.

slept til noon, met niki for lunch, walked around. watched reality bites ( Read more... )