I keep phasing out as time races past me. I, often, stare blankly at a wall or down in my lap absent mindedly for long periods of time. Hours. Thinking, feeling, being, nothing. I registure this behavior as bad, but the care to change it isn't there. Sometimes I find the lone humming sound of a fan more relaxing then music. Music makes you ( Read more... )

You can't touch me with those words. You can't get to me where I am now. Love opens you up to hurt and vunerability, while hate remains strong and protects you. I drape myself in darkness, sliding off my frailty in turn for dominance and self security. Onwards to isolation of the emotion and toward better understandings of the things that ( Read more... )

I wanted to test it and make sure it wasn't sage incense. And taking salvia really is all about the passage you open up within your mind. LESSON LEARNED! As Steve went to bed I looked boldly towards my pipe and spilled the vile of 20x into the bowl. I retreated in fear scooping up little flakes knowing well it was too much ( Read more... )

"Like the crack of the whip, I snap attack, it's this thing called crap ( Read more... )

Over coming this negative pain one day at a time. Removing my anquish and misery a layer at a time. Summoning within myself the will to go on in a more pleasent light then ever before. It's not easy for anyone to give me a helping hand at these hours, so in understanding I must rely on myself and find my inner guidence through thick and thin. ( Read more... )

Fuck how I feel about you then...


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http://www.vgmusic.com/music/console/nintendo/snes/index-sz.html Ahaha! Go here and download the mario music! it's too good!!! It tickles me to listen to while high! This stuff is great! Bwahahahaha! I love my bowl, she hits like a queen! ( Read more... )

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Fuck that shit. I'm never writing a poem when I'm in that mood again. Gah! Hmph.

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Long story short. Monica tries to get the whole gas station mad at Ashley because even though she called off, she agreeed to work a third shift the night before Ozzfest, no sleep, then Ozzfest, and then another 3rd?! Our party was seperated and she's the driver, we didn't make it back until 3. She was supposed to be there at 11. Go figure ( Read more... )