I'm going back to school too. EHH!! After.. almost 3 years. Scary ( Read more... )

I rolled up 1/3rd of a berry ciggerello with the last dime I'd purchased. I've gone super lightweight. And classes coming up. Yeah, I tried to sound important. Lol I'll let you know what the classes are for if I pass them ever lol. Of course I shall prevail ( Read more... )

Now that I've had my fun, I'm saving myself from defamation of character. Pssh, no wonder movie stars are rich.

I almost got rushed out of 3rd shift in an ambulence. I overworked myself, 10 buckets of ice, carrying from backroom to backroom 14 gallons of milk for Throwaways, doing the extra work Monica discriminates upon me, and rushing through the rest of my shift. I also didn't get any sleep before hand. I said ok, I'm up to the challange, bring it on ( Read more... )

Something's still... incomplete. I won't fall into the depression. It's SO INCREDIBLY HARD to fight it every inch of the way. I'm cleaning my room, have yet to activate my credict card.. Hmm... I think I'll contact those debt collectors for the $28.00 from Saint Anthony's and tell them to fuck off now ( Read more... )

I'm screaming until I can feel the blood boiling in my throat.
I'm allowing myself to get so mad because it's driving.
I'm tired of crying.. rage feels so much better.
Look at all these... cuts and bruises on me.
They feel good...

Alice has snapped.

I am going to commence beating the ever love'n fucking out of pillows in a minute here. In the meantime I would like to say this ( Read more... )

How do I unabann JoeSB from commenting on my ljs? Rofl.

I was able to regurtigate my food while still swallowing the rest before allowing myself to choke which would have made me choke to death. No one was around, and it was a thick swallow of food ( Read more... )

Why am I here? ..I don't even feel like I'm alive... I realize I'm crying every now and again. I woke out of it when I noticed I was sitting in an uncomfortable corner next to the furnice staring at the bird... or was it the dresser infront of me? Phase in... don't want to be here... phase out...