My visa issues are bothering me. I have spoken to Martin two days before the meeting about the problem and he has reassured me and told me that he will speak with David either within the two days before the meeting, or definitely after we come back. Well, he hasn't done it before the meeting, and now it's been a week and a half since we came back ( Read more... )

A piece of wisdom from Lyuba:
If you take sand in your hand and squeeze it real hard, it will slip right between your fingers. But if you hold in gently in your palm, it will stay there. That's a beautiful metaphor and a good one for both of us to keep in mind.

So, me and Nicole went to the Downtown Mall and had dinner at Miyago sushi. Turns out Nicole doesn't eat sushi, but she had chicken teriyaki. And it also turns out she's a huge fan of Fawlty Towers!!!!.. For 5 minutes we were just sitting there and playing out the scenes from there. I found my Fawlty Towers buddy! Anyways... She is so cool. ( Read more... )

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Wellll.... going along with my recent cutting episodes, i have cut another part of my body - my hair. Hopefully this one won't get me in trouble, haha. I'm being a pictures whore today. I'm going out with Nicole tonight for a dinner and a movie. We're going to see "Transamerica ( Read more... )

Mr. Chris has taken a whole lot of nice pictures during our fancy party at Versace's villa last saturday night. I'm in a pictures type of mood, thus:

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What have i done... what was i thinking was going to happen?.. I don't know, i wasn't thinking. I was acting on impulse. I am so weak. And i got what i deserve. I got exactly what i was fearing worst and what i have been so desperately trying to prevent. And i deserve it. It will teach me a lesson. I will never forgive myself ( Read more... )

( Beware - SI )

I believe that the natural order of things is that people sleep so that they will have energy and will be rested to perform various activities throughout the day. In my little existence, the order of things seems to have been reversed somewhat lately. I walk around and try as hard as i can to tire myself out, so that i will have enough tiredness ( Read more... )

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