3 nights ago... Thursday to be exact was the last time I talk to Zach. Thursday night we usually watch the OC together.. I always thought it was our one night that we would be together no matter what..Like i would look forward to getting out of work as fast as I can to get to his arms and kiss his lips. Not this thursday.. This thursday he went ( Read more... )

It is 2:34 am and i'm just getting home.. i've tried to call zach Millons of times the past 2 days and no ansewr.. what the fuck did I do? he's the one who blew me off so now he's not answering his phone so what now am i having a relationship with my cell phone? what hte fuck.. i don't deserve this why is he doing this to me ( Read more... )

How come I am left at home?

How come I get put second best?

HOw come I am such a fucken inconvience?!!?

Is anyone up for going to Of course Chilli's or even we can stay local before teen night?? I know Mellisa is down (dont hate me if i spelled your name wrong) I'm up for it! Just let me know because i was thinking about going spring shopping but i think it's suppose to down pour so I might be ebcause it sucks shopping in the rain (I wnated to go to ( Read more... )

Do all guys just think about themselves? like really.. last night zach was suppose to come over around 4:30 5 or when ever he got out of work to help me study for my math which he said he would do and then we would go to the movies or something.. so it's turns like 6:45 and i;m like what the hell i better not have been blown off so i waslike ( Read more... )

Saturday night T MOney had a party and I was the only one to show up because everyone else blew us off! So then we were teaching her BRO how to play asshole! I love it! it was great! I was never Asshole!! haha So around 12:30 ish Mitch and George show up and then we played more asshole and chit chatted then decided that we all wanted breakfast.. ( Read more... )

I was just at the Math Cente for tutoring and I kept smelling pickles.. and i couldn't figure out there it was coming from because I didn't eat any this morning.. So then my math tutor kept getting closer and closer to me which was freaking me out beacsue he kept rubbing his knees againts mine and i could't get far enough away ( Read more... )

July 9th ! Trace Adkins, Dirks, Montgomery Gentry! and more!!
SO exciting!!!

$28!

OMG while i'm sitting here trying to do my homework the retarded lab girl is like running over my back pack trying to do something with the computer next to me.. the next thing i know she's backing up into my chair.. she makes me soo nervous the way she talks freaks me out ( Read more... )

Monday night Zach said he would talk to me tomorrow.. well tomorrow came and went and all I got was a few text messages... I can't deal with just that! I don't know what is going on I couldn't sleep I dunno.. Maybe i stepped out of line by pushing him but ya know what maybe now he will understand how much anger he's put me through by the same ( Read more... )