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Oh dear gods
I go to the bar at 11, expecting a burger and a drink. A woman who works there but is not on shift picks me up , invites herself back to my place. Once we get to my place, she goes on a spiel about how she wants to fuck me, but wants to know there is something between us. I tell her i have known her less than 3 hours; there's no way i could ( Read more... ) -
Hrm
Composing a jazz trio in my head at 1am? That is official diagnostic criterion for depression.
It's a really good song though. I wish I could copy it down somehow -- this is why I went for music in college. Then again, the depression part is also why I never finished.... -
Oh Rebecca
Sure, I'm just the guy you've introduced to your family on multiple occasions, go out with, spend time with your friends, spend 6 nights a week together, that you say you care for and are affectionate with.
Fuck buddies...Right. Actually allowed to see other people, but still too constraining? Whatever.
Fuck people with commitment issues.
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Oh fuck, I've got a crush
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Right, let's see
Today at work, I saw a woman I'd met briefly at a social event. I don't think she recognized me. Pretty sure she processed the friendly and familiar tone I was taking as me hitting on her. I will need a rather large spade to dig myself out of that hole, when next we meet.
On the flip side of recognition, a woman I just started chatting up on OKCupid ( Read more... ) -
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My parents taught me that there was no safe space. Love is conditional. I will always be judged, and harshly. That I should always endeavor to prove myself worthy, and that I will never live up to any standard ( Read more... ) -
Now for something (not) completely different.
So I guess I'm readopting this corner of the universe.
Today I was at work, buying these peanut butter-filled pretzels after hours. My coworker stapled my receipt all over my bag of pretzels, stopping only after the stapler broke. She then laughed at me. I called her a bitch. She laughed even harder.
God, I wish she was single. -
Mindfuck
I really don't have the constitution for the online dating thing ( Read more... ) -
Hello, corner of the universe.
Thought I was going to see Olivia tonight. I was not pleased with that ( Read more... ) -
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A bit lonely these days. Work doesn't leave a convenient schedule for socializing. Or schooling, for that matter ( Read more... )