i have to still do all the dirty clothes from the move -----------THATS A LOT A LOT ALOT !sean is doing his so i guess i should do mine. i woke up really late today too, i really need to just get on it. but instead i sit here drinking wa wa and smoking a cig. damn i need motivation.

love love me do, seanie does. love bites me in the ass every morning at 5. its my darling sean he's so right it can't be wrong. i cant believe that i am actually putting off planing my wedding when it is april 06' man do i need to do as they say "balls to the wall". get it done if you will , in simpler terms.i wish it was 9:50 , that would mean im ( Read more... )

in english class and the teachers voice sounds like the dial tone on a phone plain and boring and annoying and its not telling me anything important so i just want to hang up,now im my mind im hanging up the phone millions and millions of times but shes tricky and she's blocking the little thing on the base of a cord phone that hangs it up, damn ( Read more... )

so last night i was sitting in bed with sean and i felt like i was talking to a brick wall , it really made me want to cut.i dont know it was just a rough night it felt like he didnt want me there .i feel really alone.i want to drink myself till i forget i exist, it sounds like the best plan i've had in days.

It's monday and I'm getting married April 8th 2006 , I think its weird . Do you? I know and think that I am ready Im just so very nervous. I haven't talked to Nick in a long time. I need to give him back his movies and just hang out or something. My life is good I suppose , but mass confusion is in my brain. I need to stop and think about ( Read more... )

Moved into my apartment this week,it gets trashed out to the max every night by the world,im NOT domestic and i never wanted to be ,but now my worst nightmares come true.i clean,take out the trash,make my bed,do dishes,sweep,vaccumand more .i tell you its a sick sad world and it all starts with me.me and nick are actually talking again,finally.i ( Read more... )

Well, today work went as always -fun as long as I was talking to Brian..last night I took Timmy and Steve to Car-bon-da-le'!Good times..tonight I had my pa call this guy about an apartment and low and behold im going to be moving in by Nov. 1st! i was all dude sweet..great molment for me i must say!!! well goodnight dani

well, joey got back yesterday , i only talked to him for like 30 min. when he's leaving in now 12 days and will be going over sea's ,pleasant this country sure is,with a capital P!Sean and I are now getting along very well- I hang out with this guy named tim he's cool to make-out with but i don't think we'll be much more-i just got a job at TG's ( Read more... )

Well, I just got back from Florida 6 days ago already I have lost control of everything in my life. Its like as soon as I get into the city limits of this hello hole everything for my crumbles down..Sean cheated on me, my "friends" ditch me , i gained 4 pounds and its my fault because I have been being ugly and eating but this summer, Im not going ( Read more... )

MAN OH MAN AM I EX-CITED ABOUT MY BROWN HAIR. I THINK I WILL PREFER TO BE CALLED A VIXEN FROM NOW ON CUZ I HAVE TO SAY ITS SOME KIND OF HOTTESS...THAT IS ALL!

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