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i know how it feels to lie
I hung out with some friends last night. I got home around 2:30am. My voice has come back. I took a nap today. I don't feel any better. There is a storm coming. I can feel it in my bones. I've also had a headache for the past 24 hours. In the back of my head ( Read more... ) -
we fall
Its ongoing. Left, right, fore and aft. Somewhere in the middle of it all is a little child screaming for release. We can only hope it will stop for a breath. -
i cannot grow, i cannot move
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new skin
I think with all the scars and especially the stretch marks, I need to replace my skin. Maybe just the epidermis, though I think scars only happen when the dermis is injured. I've got cat scratches on one arm, more scratches on the other, and stretch marks on my fat gut. What kind of man gets so fat, so quick, that he gets stretch marks? Its ( Read more... ) -
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There is a darkness creeping in tonight. I was driving home, and the shadow people were present more than normal. I'm also afraid to open the fridge. -
fuck
I saw my pdoc today. I told him I've been having troubles with thoughts of hurting other people. He didn't raise those meds though. I've also been twitching, so he raised my med that is supposed to counter the side effects from one of the others. So to be clear, I'm taking one med to counter side effects from another med. Its bullshit. I started ( Read more... ) -
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I haven't posted in awhile. Things have been going pretty well, aside from some minor problems. I'm engaged, though I think I mentioned that. We were gonna get married in November, then in February, now who knows the fuck when or if its gonna happen. We might just be engaged forever. We kind of did things in a confusing way. Now I don't know what ( Read more... ) -
Dear Beth,
There comes a time when we must forgive. I'm not sure I know how to do that. I've hated you for far too long. I'm not sure why I've healed on this for so long. It's been done and over. You may have forgotten but still I hate more and more. I must move forward.
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I'm getting married. Sometime in November, not sure the exact date yet, still working on those plans. But I, for once and finally, am happy and smiling. :) -
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I bought an iPad. Last years model, but that's ok, it does everything I need.
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