I've been looking long and hard at my life. Again. It seems that when I try not to make the same mistakes, I compound them with new ones. I've really hurt some people who mean alot to me and I can't really justify it. I love every friend I have and I take enormous joy in the fact that they exist. Whether or not I see or speak to them, months or ( Read more... )

I'm doing office work inan attempt to cover my rent. Williams & Sonoma is no longer my employer as I could not swallow my new managers pride. Not that she was a good manager. A nice lady, yes, but as a boss she was a squealing hose beast. I seek a new job, working where I can. I'm not selling plasma yet, got the month squared away and am ( Read more... )

Lo I have emerged from my slumber. Time passes and oddly well. I saw Allison while she was up, and have been fully converted to the joy that is unleashing the plague. It was lovely getting to catch up with her. Timing was just generally poor. That and I hate not being able to live up to other peoples expectations of me. I will never be able to ( Read more... )

Well, it's going on day 3 and I want it to end. Life is progressing, wether for better or for ill I'm not sure. I'm kiting checks to the DMV and Providence court system to get my car legal, and had my 1st day off since thanksgiving yesterday. It's cooler than it sounds. Friday to monday I worked more than 60 hours, followed by 2 9 hour shifts ( Read more... )

In a few minutes I get to walk into other peoples homes and add or remove their windows as I see fit. I can half imagine taking all of the windows out of someones house and leaving a pile of frames that won't fit. I wouldn't leave the right number either. I would like to thank Gothzilla for the reccomendation of checking out deadjournal. Eep. ( Read more... )

Ziggy's been perched on my lap getting lovin's. I feel so much better. Esp since the music's over.

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:Very HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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I've opted to stay in and do the alone thing tonight. I'm thinking that most of my lonliest nights occur when I'm keeping myself company ( Read more... )

I apologize to those I was supposed to call tonite. I wound up passing out, and just got home ( Read more... )

Of growing old. It's odd. I've never given it serious thought beyond the humorous aspects ( Read more... )

The show was good. The crowd was lively. I was drunk ( Read more... )