shit, i wish i could say something better. but someone who is one of the best people i have ever known is going to die soon. and i am hurting so bad. so fucking bad for so many reasons. mostly beacause i wish i had been there for him. not even for the tough parts but for the summers i had sacrificed for stupid self indulgence....fuck, why was i so ( Read more... )

things are still good ( Read more... )

A Brief History of Contraception ( Read more... )

it's a wonder. in such a short time (only phe will get this which is stupid because she doesn't read this shit but: "a future was put in place, who knew it would be written by your hand on my face. the gail you tossed, the heart you pained, well, coldness lost and coldness gained and sometimes....sometimes....") everything can change. maybe not " ( Read more... )

i've promised an embarrassing livejournal entry and that will follow shortly but first a few things ( Read more... )

i had a conversation with myself today. but unlike most days in which this is a frequent occurance, this conversation was documented through aim and ichat. i won't post it because it's not particularly amusing. just a random train of sexual innuendo and remarks about eggs. but for all that, it was a low moment ( Read more... )

Poor old granddad ( Read more... )

fuck everybody. let's run away together.

everything is looking up. it might've been those two cups of coffee, cigarette, glass of soy milk and the fact that i have "yellow" blasting at me, but things are looking really good at the moment. nevermind the social anthropology exam that i have tomorrow for which i have only just started studying for (only 5 real minutes of actual concentration ( Read more... )

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