Yes, I am posting a survey. Why? I'm bored. Do it if you want to, do it because you care, and do it because after you've seen all 12 non-pornographic sites on the internet, surveys will keep you from going nuts. Oh, and this way you can sate my curiosity ( Read more... )

Anyone know how to remove one's foot from one's own mouth, and apologize for being crazy without sounding like a psycho ( Read more... )

I have returned from Rhode Island. I looked for work up there, but more importantly, I got a solid grasp on the living arrangements of my friends so I know where I can hobo a night or two. And yes, I said hobo, not homo. I applied to a couple jobs up in the area around URI, and one at URI. I'll call the two corporate gigs (one in Prov. and one in ( Read more... )

On this day, which marks the year and a day anniversary of my life changing gears very rapidly, I have come to the conclusion that I did very little for a year. I stood still. I looked for work sporadically, I spoke a lot about future plans I had no intention of carrying out, and now, after a year of doing nothing, I think its time I did something ( Read more... )

My lord I’ve had an odd evening. I apologize in advance, this is a bit maudlin, a bit heavy, and no where near as light as most of my posts. The music that plays now is appropriate in too many ways: “wasted time” by the eagles on my random playlist. I just went to a cast party for a show where I felt half-included. The older cast members know me ( Read more... )

I am not the nicest person in the world. The nicest person in the world could take any situation in the world, smile, and be nice right back. I can’t do that. When the world gives me lemons, I find a slingshot to fire the lemons out of. Fuck lemonade. Who drinks it anyhow? Seriously, kids nowadays steal, cheat, lie, and sell crack instead of ( Read more... )

Well, on Sunday my dad and I decided to go and buy me a new bed, because futons aren't meant to hold my massive frame and the metal support beams were breaking under me. So I'm getting a new bed delivered on Friday (I hope) and in preparation of this great event, I have decided to redo my basement in terms of organization. The TV and computer will ( Read more... )

I swear in the past week every relationship that has come near me has exploded. News I just learned about today concerning Ryan up north makes that number 4. Insane. Do I just cause strife in relationships? Does my rambling convince guys to break up with their girlfriends? Or is this entirely coincidence? Really freaky coincidence, but coincidence ( Read more... )

Sorry for the lack of updates, but I've been surprisingly busy these past two or so weeks ( Read more... )

Well, I've now had a headache for four days... I thought it migfht be gone by the time I awoke today seeing as it was a full-blown migraine before I passed out last night (at 10), but no. It is still a jackhammer in my left eye socket ( Read more... )