I don't know how much longer I can live like this. I thought I'd come to terms with my undatability months ago, and it might be just watching theater people, with their lack of personal space issues, and their honest love of contact is making me jealous, or reminding me over and over and over again what its like to be alone. I spend time with no ( Read more... )

A few things of note.

1. Battlestar Galactica kicks ass. (I just got season one on DVD, and I may have to own it all.)

2. I'm writing again. Which usually means I'm depressed.

3. My sleep schedule is INSANE. But then again it has been pretty fucked up since August 2005.

4. I have a headache. And it sucks.

That is all.

It's been, as always an odd week. If only because I don't think I have normal weeks anymore. Last weekend I went down to Rowan for a night to visit MA with Blanco. Fun night, if a bit random. I'm gonna try and get down there to see him again 'fore he gradumatates. I got home this week, and after spending a week with my dad who had a cold, and a ( Read more... )

This was easily the oddest two weekends of my life to have back to back, and with the bridge in the middle being the oddiday (not holiday) of Valentine's, I am surprised that though I am bummed how a few things went, and though I was saddened by a few other things, I am now busy preparing myself to change ( Read more... )

Another Valentine's Day and I am not wracked by the self-doubt and depression that usually plagues me at this time of year. I think maybe I got my depression out of the way during the holidays, and I've honestly been too busy organizing my pitifully small life to worry about finding someone who I am worthy of ( Read more... )

Well, I think the title sums up my year pretty well. I spend a year watching time pass and doing almost as little as possible. Lets run through the high (and low) lights of the year ( Read more... )

I've had a stomach flu now since 10 PM last night. And damn, its simply one of the worst experiences I've had in months. However, in a counter to the agony, my dreams (when I'm capable of sleeping, that is) have been super-intense ( Read more... )

Well, time for some updates ( Read more... )

Nope, not bored, just ill ( Read more... )

Interesting weekend ( Read more... )