it's cold and rainy, and i'd like to thank the fat girl on the bus who made me realize i need to haul my ass to spinning class anyway.

138.2 this morning! nahce.

half a SMALL banana: 40
1 cup pineapple: 74
1 apple: 60
1 fireball: 25
2 crystal lites: 10

209 calories. i can dig it for now. tomorrow, 400.

141.8. this means war.

today was instant oatmeal, a few almonds, naked chicken burrito, an apple, a few jalapeno chips and a little easter candy. not toooo bad, considering. 800 max i would say, which is pretty ideal. maybe 1000. either way, i smoked and only ate a LITTLE bit which is divine ( Read more... )

fuck me in the asshole. college is hard for eating. i just ate so much, probably at least 2000 calories today. i can't even think about it. it hurts hurts hurts.

AHKHSDGLJSGDKLJKALJGDKJGS I JUST WANT TO BE SKINNY AND I KIND OF JUST WANT TO FALL APART RIGHT NOW. i can't stop.

i got high and had a semi binge last night, but i lost some weight ( Read more... )

i feel FABULOUS. i weighed in at 135.8 this morning, then i went to work for twelve hours. i ate half a peach, three stalks of asparagus, half a banana, and a lot of wasabi peas. i did 300 cals on the elliptical and some crunches and pushups, plus a lot of water. just now, i was 135.4... amazing ( Read more... )

i just finished day four of the master cleanse. i honestly am SO PROUD of myself. four days of nothing but water with lemon juice, cayenne pepper, and organic maple syrup. i feel so strong ( Read more... )

okay, so here's what's REALLY been happening ( Read more... )