Never have I felt more needless.

What am I doing, really? I don't have any reason to believe that anyone gives a damn what I think -- not that they don't care about me, just that they don't care to hear what I have to say. I have friends, but rarely are our conversations anything more than shallow. I have family, but God knows I'm not close to them ( Read more... )

I'm not going to lie and say that I don't think any thoughts that may be considered "untoward." At times, my thoughts can stray pretty far from G-rated, not that I would go around broadcasting that fact. And I only think that way about fictional characters half the time. In the other half--a fact which elicits a certain amount of guilt--the people ( Read more... )

Anxiety is omnipresent. It is not perhaps the foundation of the world or, indeed, anything in it, but it does tend to lace things with just that little bit of poison. This kind of power can't be new, even if it is hard sometimes to imagine the courtiers of the seventeenth century lazily fanning themselves while internally bugging out. History and ( Read more... )

I see all these other genius writers, directors, producers, and creators, and I envy them. I wish I had the freedom to weave into being all these fantastic beasts and magical events and deep, soulful characters. I want to take my characters through clever schemes and have them come out on the winning end. There are times, even, when I see the whole ( Read more... )

There is a high risk here of me looking like a) a person with extremely mutable opinions (aka a flake) or b) a melodramatic teenager. Possibly both. But some things just need saying.

I'm kind of an obsessive person. Sometimes, to the point of being creepy. I don't know how to deal with people, and I know even less how to express my emotions ( Read more... )

I blocked him on AIM, and defriended him on Facebook. I think that in this day and age, that is the epitomy of snubs.

In other news: no more writing since last Monday. I'm kind of holding my breath until after my last AP test, which is this Thursday. And by after, I mean right after--I'll have at least a couple hours after the test to go hang out in ( Read more... )

It has come to my attention that some time has passed since the last time I posted something other than writing--or, indeed, anything at all. So I felt as though a little check-up was in order.

( Wishing there was an end to stupid high school drama. )

So, after it's been... several months... since I last posted ANYTHING AT ALL, I've recently had a supreme rush of inspiration for all my in-progress writing pursuits--and several previously-unheard-of ones, as you can see. SO, in honor of the new season of Merlin (or something), I bring you Merlin/Arthur drabble! (And I'm putting off my AP World ( Read more... )

'Tis as the title says--I have a MERLIN FIC for you guys!!! =D

Title: Darkness and Light
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: season 1, "The Poisoned Chalice," though it's only vague. I'm not sure about any other spoilers, but have caution if you haven't seen it through the end of season 2.
Warnings: slight violence and trippy dark caves. Yup, I think that's it.
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OKAYSO. I am SUPER excited, because my fic for dgm_bigbang  just got posted to the comm, and I got to see my fanart for the first time--THREE ARTISTS =DDDDD--and it was SUPER EPIC AMAZING (I should really comment on the pictures and say so... O.O), and I'm amazingly proud of my story, and my only regret is that I didn't finish the last chapter before turning ( Read more... )