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Warning - Another depressing post
I got in a head on collision yesterday. Shitty thing # 7... or is that 8? Now I have to pay 500 dollars in order to get my car back, and 175 dollar fine because I "apparently" ran a stop sign. I'm broke. I'm bruised up. I'm depressed ( Read more... ) -
Miss you so much
I miss My husband. Nighttime is the worst. It's hard when I'm sitting on the couch alone and I feel like I should be cuddled up under his arm. It's like something very vital is missing. And I've lost so much its hard not to feel this separation really badly. I've only gotten to talk to him for 15 minutes this week and he sent me a 4 line message on ( Read more... ) -
Feel like I should write something
so in the last month...I've been in a car accident, lost a child, lost a well needed paycheck because of taking time off for said child, started a fire in my apartment, lost my grandfather (he died on the 13th), Had to see my husband board a plane to go to Basic Training for 4 months, had to move all of my stuff home, quit my job, and start paying ( Read more... ) -
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So in the last 3 weeks, I've had my car run off the road, I had a Miscarriage, My apartment Caught fire, I ended up with bronchitis, and My grandfather apparently only has a few days left in him. Will it ever end? This is what happens when an Irish person marries into a Scottish family
On the bright side, I went clothes shopping. Mike bought me ( Read more... ) -
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i had my D&C today. they took the baby out and cleaned my uterus. so I'm pretty sore and very drugged right now, just wanted to give you all an update. the baby will be cremated and there will be a small service for her sometime next year. its a communal service for all of the babies that were lost this year. we couldn't afford a private ceremony ( Read more... ) -
I'm sorry
I am no longer in the club. People that get to know what its like to have a living being inside of them. I no longer need prenatal classes; suffer from pressure induced sciatica; Braxton hicks contractions; heartburn; stretch marks. People will no longer praise me for having such a cute little belly. My husband will no longer be able to connect ( Read more... ) -
Ouch...
Had to go to the hospital to day with major cramps and lots of bleeding. I thought I was having a miscarriage, but it turns out everything is okay with baby. It just feels like my body doesn't want to be prego ( Read more... ) -
Torn
Okay. I'm torn about a few pregnancy issues and could use your guy's input. My doctor told me that Everything is OK in moderation. My sister said NO! Whatever you do - don't drink, don't smoke, don't drink coffee, don't eat aspartame, etc. Angela's attitude seems to be the prevailing outlook from people in Canada and the US who are not doctors. ( Read more... ) -
Dress and STRESSSSS
I bought my dress!!!!! well actually....my mommy bought me my dress. It's pretty and awesome. I feel like a princess in it. I just hope my belly doesn't expand too much. weddings suck to plan ( Read more... ) -
Life lessons from an unexpected place.
So I've been on a huge country music kick lately and I find myself becoming a more positive person as a result of it. The stereotype is generally that country music is depressing and awful, but this is not true. I'm finding that most of it is either really upbeat, funny, or full of the things we all need to hear every now and then. It's a bit more ( Read more... )