I woke up with a crick in my neck. . .I had so many calls last night about lock-outs. It was ridiculous. People need to keep better track of their keys.

Last night I did laundry and wrote a sonnet. My very first sonnet, actually. I'm not sure if I like it (I'll put the rough draft at the end of this entry probably). I started trying to do another ( Read more... )

I was primarily reared by my mother, a fantastical woman who suffers from a variety of mental disorders. Her magical mentality deeply shaped my life and writing. Growing up, my mother’s cycling, unpredictable moods ran my adolescence. I developed anorexia nervosa, obsessive compulsive disorder, and problems with anxiety and depression. This ( Read more... )

 I don't know who's seen (I don't even know who reads this) the movie trailer for Shutter's Island. . .but there's this part in it where the main crazy lady (or at least that's what I see her as) is in the garden and she looks over at Leo Dicaprio, puts her finger up to her mouth, and says "shhhhh" in a very I'm-Crazy-and-Going-to-Fuck-Some-Shit-Up ( Read more... )

I need about a week of complete freedom to do whatever I want.

Stuff is weird, man ( Read more... )

...this Lamictal is making me feel quite good. I think the Lamictal/Lexapro combination is doing it. So far at least. I've been getting headaches but I can deal with that.

I've been very intrigued with the French lately...not sure why...but it's got me in the mood to buy a cute beret. LOL 

but....

1. My mind is so confuseeeeeddddd right now.
2. Love this weather.
3. Religion is very scary to me right now. 

Long story short...two seizures, withdrawal from the Wellbutrin that caused the seizures, was put on mood stabalizers, Lexapro is making me feel whacked up..................long standing ear infection............period for a month.....I'm feeling CRAZY.

I just don't even know. All this medication is totally screwing with me...I'm going insane. ( Read more... )

Withdrawal from Wellbutrin is kicking me in the ass. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. 

I had another seizure yesterday, so that marks one last Thursday, and one yesterday.  Both trips to hospital.  Gah...oh, and both times I completely lost my memory for about 20 minutes or 30 minutes.

Anyway, because I'm too tired to go into full detail...I have an appt. with Dr. Magid today, and I'm guessing we're going to be talking about the ( Read more... )