Sooooooo, I guess I've been gone so long that some dicks tried to hack my account, so LJ blocked it.  Nice work, team.  I'm here now, at least for a little bit.  I tend to go on random hiatuses.  Live just...takes over.  I'm alive though, so that's positive ( Read more... )

I'm drunk, hurt, and lonely as a mother fucker today.  I've come to the realization that the word 'love' means fuckin' jack squat unless you back it up. I've been praying, craving a family that accepts me despite the fucks ups and the uphill battles I face but I've yet to encounter this, so tonight I'm fucking wasted because I could find no other ( Read more... )

I cracked these past couple of weeks.  My weaknesses were exposed, my faults were thrown in my face and I fell apart.  But the good news is that even though I was rubbed raw, to the bone, the flesh is healing and I'm stronger for it.  I see what I need to correct and I'm taking steps to make it so.  It's a daily battle, trying to change something ( Read more... )

Right now I am at an awkward point.  I've made a decision to change my dietary habits (which concerns NO ONE but me) and somehow this decision causes 'disharmony' in the household.  Let me elaborate ( Read more... )

Today I made the decision to go Vegan (mostly ( Read more... )

Black bean burritos with wheat tortillas....holy shit, where have you been all my life?  And something about sharp cheddar cheese just brings it on home ( Read more... )

Something I'm learning very quickly in my life is never say never. 
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Yes...so...this online dating website thing...it's not so bad ( Read more... )

Well, these past four days off went by way too fucking fast.  But I'm kind of glad they are over so I can go back to eating better and shedding the weight I lost then put back on (because the holidays are evil like that ( Read more... )

Today I paid for a subscription to Match.com for three months.  I'm sure some of your think this idea is lame, but screw you I did it anyway.  Really, meeting people in this area is not easy.  There are a lot of psychos...so I'm told.  But I believe them ( Read more... )