and i mean that in the least derogatory way. I just haven't written in ions it seems like. Minnesota is great, one of the best things that ever happened to me. The great thing about this journal is my parents don't know this site! muahuaha ... so if for some reason I have some extremely personal matter to rant about, i'll do it here. Even ( Read more... )

so i can't just leave it like this. can i? im in illinois right now. im visiting. you know all i do is wonder. yeah. riley's still my neighbor, but we don't talk as much. school's gotten better than i could have ever imagined. im glad. right now im waiting for the right moment. not in the backseat of a lincoln. not in a ditch. not at the ( Read more... )

this day .. this day .. last day. Today wasn't just a bad day, it was the last day. This is the last day i ever write in my journal. this is last day that i see him. 8 months just totally away, becasue i can't handle it. i don't think people read these things much anyway. if they did, and if they could really read me. i don't really know why ( Read more... )

so i haven't really written anything about my trip to LA. I'm sooooo lazy, but later is better than never so here it goes ( Read more... )

Last Car Ride: 11 30 pm (when i drove myself home from mcd's ( Read more... )

FLOGGING MOLLY =^3 <---- that's a clover ( Read more... )

TRISHA! You can reply to me online, but yet I see no phone call! Im sad =( I kinda wanted to go to the soccer game tonight. I could hear everyone screaming in cheering, but I don't think I could ever find anyone to go with. I miss my friends so much. I mean I have good ones now, but I miss the ones I had. The ones I could talk to, and not feel ( Read more... )

Today I wrote a paper. It wasn't a very good paper, but a paper none the less. It was on George W Bush. I didn't have an idea what to write about for book banning week. It had to be something most contreversial. IT all started out wise, than it was a total bash on bush paper! AH! Do you even know how that got stuck in my minD? Maybe that's ( Read more... )

im totally digging my background ( Read more... )

school has been school.. has it not? I don't like it, but I don't hate it. I know someone in all of my classes, but that really doens't help me. I'm in a group project with these girls i really don't know, but i guess this is an oppurtunity to meet new people, but whatever, this really has nothing to do with my life. Really, I don't see how ( Read more... )