Well, just to let you all know, i'm deleting this journal. i don't want to deal w/ people finding it anymore or me keeping things to myself because i don't want certain people to know certain things. the whole point of this journal is to speak freely and get some shit off my chest. so, yeah. love you all. bye
-Jessica

So, um, does anyone wanna tell me how you delete a livejournal? oh, by the way... GOT THE NEW A.P.C. c.d.! it rocks! i absolutely love song #9 it's sooooo great!

Well, today after school i hung out w/ fernando and christy and out of nowhere Fernando was like "can i take nude pictures of you two together?" it took a little convincing to get christy to do it, considering she's ashamed of the human body period. but of course i was all for it, i love naturality. so anyways, me and christy only got half nude and ( Read more... )

After i broke freaking hector's heart, he moved away. not because i broke his heart, i'm just saying he left after i broke his heart. well, he said that was one of the main reasons why he wanted to leave, but, yeah. and now, oscar. oscar's going to texas. hopefully not forever. he's visiting family over there for 2 or 3 months. but if he likes it ( Read more... )

Do you think that if we die in our sleep we can stay in that dream forever? I mean, i know when we die our bodies die, which means our brains die, so how could we dream? but i really do believe that if we die in our sleep we can just stay constant forever. that our spirits will create another world or realm of some sort if we really want it to. and ( Read more... )

just to let you all know i deleted the entry about what happened w/ oscar that night. he felt uncomfortable having that posted here for all the world to see, especially because some people he knows have livejournals or checks mine. so, yeah.

Are we allowed to be simple? that's the one question burning most in my mind. i hate tradition. i believe in following your heart. and it makes me wonder, would i just be wasting my life if i spent it on such traditional activities. for example, having a boyfriend/girlfriend, going to school and doing your homework, going to work, watching t.v. or ( Read more... )

Oscar says i'm the strangest person he's ever met. I feel special.

"These cuts are for you jess. ::click. dial tone::"
-Oscar

*well, i'm really pissed that no one guessed my last song of the day, so i'm not telling you what it is. i'll give you another chance. please go guess it! anyways, here's the new song of the day ( Read more... )