But, I regress.

[dubbeduncool]

No, and I ain't lookin' to fight with you
Frighten you or uptighten you
Drag you down or drain you down
Chain you down or bring you down
All I really want to do
Is baby, be friends with you

I know its impossible.
But that doesn't help the hole in my chest feeling of longing.
It won't go away.
I try not to call or

Comments

[sararere]

dear calla,

get a boy who will like you for who you actually are. other boys aren't worth it, no matter how much you want them. they'll just tire you out and make you more depressed than they may make you before you're with them. everyone else in the world thinks you are very pretty. that guy is just stupid and high maintenance and sorry for judging him while not knowing him but i really dont like him. he doesn't deserve you. sorry if you hate me now. sigh.

love,
sara

[june_the_loon]

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same

[dubbeduncool]

Both of you are sweethearts and no sara I don't hate you one bit. I just wish it was as easy as all the advice and philosophy.

[anonymous]

yeah, i feels ya on that :/

[jordybob]

Calla, I love you. I hope youre okay. I know you will be okay, but when I see that youre unhappy it makes me sad. Seriously, like, very sad. If you wanna talk please call me. Cause you shouldnt crawl in your own skin, your skin should be the skin you leap around in. And you make me want to reach out and go "hey, here's how you leap." so yeah..... made no sense.... doo-do-doo