( ugh.. )

are so entirely random.....and all i have is song lyrics....

Laying in bed tonight i was thinking
And listening to all the dogs
And the sirens and the shots
And how a careful man tries
To dodge the bullets
While a happy man takes a walk

And maybe it is time to live

i fell in love ( Read more... )

time for an entirely too much revealing post by me...perhaps not as crypic as i have been before ( Read more... )

ok. so, i might just be (read: am) really fucking high right now, but i swear to god i just ran into jonny knocksville at the 711 on my block. which....was interesting. albeit, it wasn't exactly "doritos surfing" or "extreme cupcake kayaking", but he sure did run around the store a lot loudly proclaiming how extreme things were. and for those of ( Read more... )

well, i've been talking about it for a while, and now it's done.

my head is a whole lot lighter.

my bathroom floor, 5 minutes ago

( It is an easy power to ridicule everything with sarcasm and irony, anyone can do it. It's much harder to give things a chance and try to understand. As smart as you are, there is always something to learn, and, conversely, always something to unlearn. Stop being afraid of everything. )

it's 3:30am, new years day. i've worked far too much in the past not enough hours. i'm going to go take a nice long coma. if you don't hear from me for a few days, i'll be asleep, or absurdly drunk and entirely immobile. happy fucking new year, everyone. i don't count on this one being any better, i'm already off to a hell of a start ( Read more... )

so, i bought my plane ticket to go Home for the last time today. and, frankly it's affecting me more then i thought it ever would. it occured to me on the drive home from a work a few minutes ago, that i've always had this notion in the back of my head that i can never go Home. it's been an option to be avoided. it was always something i held on to ( Read more... )

of all the things i've decided this year, i believe the one thing i said in the first week of january holds true. this has been a magnificent year for very poor decisions. and it just keeps going ( Read more... )