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Why me?

Did you have to do it now?

After all this happiness I've worked for. I know it's all fake and a joke, but it's what keeps me going from day to day.

Then you. You come along and take it all away like it never f*cking existed.

I thought I was strong enough. And now it seems, my whole world is smashed to smithereens. No one is here to help ( Read more... )

Starting a new journal. Please come visit me.

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I would just like to let everyone know that I had an awesome weekend. It was just what I needed. But now I am suffering from the flu and an ear infection...so I must return to the couch. Ugh. I'm miserable. I'll write about it tomorrow. <3

Wow. I've been extremely pessimistic and depressed lately. Stupid bc shot. Idk so much about the pessimism but I know being depressed is from that. I think the pessimism is just an after effect. Although I suppose I am kind of a negative person. But I'm working on it okay.

It's April Fools Day and I swear anyone pulls some dumb sh*t, and I'll ( Read more... )

Last night was a blast. It took me sitting on the lid of a toilet seat and peeing to figure out I was drunk but w/e I didn't get p*ss on me so why do I care. I swear when I'm not drinking I'm pretty average at pool. But once the booze starts flowing...I'm on a roll.

Leslie and I went up together. Brett was already there with Pat, Andy, and Emily. ( Read more... )

going out with Brett tonight. We'll see how that goes. Arika can't go. It will be interesting without her there. She's usually our median. It's weird. She knows both of us so well. I just don't know what to say if he brings it up. :/ *sigh* I'm very emo today and that won't help at all.

I want to be blindfolded
Put your hand in mine
Take me somewhere romantic
Our fingers entwined

Use me lead me
Kiss me bleed me
Seems I can't stop this
It's something of my sub-conscience

I'm so sorry to tell you this
Take no offense
You are just my substitute
A simple back up plan
Just in case I need to kill some time

I feel you opening up
Your vulnerability ( Read more... )

I’ll tell you something
I am a wolf but
I like to wear sheep’s clothing

I am a bonfire
I am a vampire
I’m waiting for my moment

You come on like a drug
I just can’t get enough
I’m like an addict coming at you for a little more
And there’s so much at stake
I can’t afford to waste
I never needed anybody like this before

( This is not me. )