So, apparently, I'm a cyberstalker. Why ( Read more... )

It seems that when we hit the ground, we can either stay there or pick ourselves up and keep moving. Having stayed on the ground a few times, I elected this time to pick myself up, dust myself off, and limp on down the road ( Read more... )

Girlfriend thing fell apart again. Again, she gave no real reason as to the breakup. Again, she did it remotely (cell phone text instead of email this time) rather than to my face ( Read more... )

Just in case anyone feels like they're the only one being shit on by the universe, here's a small sample of my life. This is a what has happened in the last few hours, mind you ( Read more... )

What did they (or, perhaps more correctly, she) hope to accomplish by attempting to reverse things and put them back the way they were? Did anyone really think that things could just go back to normal ( Read more... )

The lessons learned are:

1. Don't bother trying to build up anything. Other people love just tearing it down for the shit of it.

2. Never trust anyone. Absolutely no one.

My life has taken a turn for the surreal. I am afraid to speak of it, even here, however, out of a paranoid fear that I will jinx it.

Keeping it bottled up is a test I have not endured in a long while.

I have become weary of my own despair. But getting my energy, my drive, back is difficult ( Read more... )

One year. I remember sitting at my desk, lazing about while playing a game, and enjoying my idle time. It had only been about two weeks since last I saw her. We spent Thanksgiving together, and she brought me a gift of some letter-opener of a knife with Celtic designs and a "heathergem" set in it ( Read more... )

My opinion on gaming can be summed up somewhat by my recent console FPS experiences ( Read more... )