finally..just time to relax..it's been soo long

well let's see this week has been insane. i'd give examples why but ehh i really don't feel like saying it..nothing to brag about. i feel better though..i feel better than i did last week..which i believe to be the bestest thing ever. last week i was very depressed i don't know why..well actually i do know why but i refuse to tell. or hell maybe ( Read more... )

nothing that you said was true

you promised never to hurt me but

then all of i sudden i saw you

the mask you wear

the way we looked didn't compare

i don't know what made me

this way but i'm thankful for what we had

was all decay

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i feel so empty. so unlifelike. i went through soo much this weekend that i think i used up all my feelings. i want to cry but there's nothing to cry about. i want to care but there's nothing to care about. this whole weekend it feels like i've been to hell...i've realized what i am and i don't like it, i disapprove of it and still i'm not changing ( Read more... )

i talked on the phone with james and he made me feel better
he mmoooooooooed for me and he likes to watch cows
eat grass...weird no??? james rocked my socks last night

tooo sexy for words ehhhhhh?

this weekend has been insane and i'm too lazy to talk about it because i've told it soo many times it's just like lalalallalalalalalala-jen

punk r0ck jen (12:24:09 PM): you suck ( Read more... )

you suck. i mean who in their right mind jsut freaking fleas and doesn't leave a message saying, "sorry hun, i can't make it." But instead you just leave me alone. You see. I hate getting my hopes up for you and now i don't have to care aabout doing that anymore. Thanks for nothing...-jen

it's just a break
god it happens all the time
..so get out of ( Read more... )