They are hurting and slowly destroying you? But you love them but beginning to resent them. It's true there is a fine line between love and hate. It is just realising what emotion it is you feel.

..."tragedy is a tool for the living to gain wisdom, not a guide by which to live."

In retrospect there are many things we would have done different at certain times. We can't change the past but the future is there for the taking. So go live and glance back at the past as a reminder, but don't stare and become fixated.

eulogy noun (eulogies) 1 a speech or piece of writing in praise of someone or something. 2 high praise ( Read more... )

...after nearly twenty years on anti-depressants, I stopped them. Seven months I had been without them but today I had enough. So I got prozac again and when I took the first tablet I felt a sense of relief when I was swallowing it and then disappointment and shame that I could not last without some chemical to make me feel better. All I am ( Read more... )

.....and I am sat home alone. My husband has gone out with a group of friends tonight. Not all bad I have a bottle of wine (drumming fingers, I am a little bored now!) What I really want at the moment is a cuddle and the person who is giving me a hug, for it to feel like they really mean it.
Going to get another drink and stop listening to sad

Life is short, so why do we all act as if we have the whole of eternity?

I was at work today in Worcester (I am a security guard) when I saw a girl rush in. She went to a department and started looking frantically. I spoke to her and she said she had lost some money £20. She was crying and beside herself just repeating over and over again "My mum will kill me". I told her I would call her mum and explain, and that if we ( Read more... )

I have no books or poems to use as an example this time. I feel so sad and sick in the pit of my stomach. Also very very alone. You think you know people but actually you don't and you want to shout at them and say "you have made me cry...again" but you don't at the risk of upsetting them. Really am hating Wolverhampton at the moment!

I was given those books as a christmas present I must have been seven or eight, as I still lived in Watford. I remember christmas day so clearly. It had snowed when we woke up. We lived just by Cassiobury park. My little sister had an electric motorbike, I had the books. Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter ( Read more... )

Some of you know I went away this weekend. I had a great time and I got a tattoo. It is now wednesday (actually early thursday morning) anyway my husband is not aware yet that I have it. Just thinking that the status of our relationship can not be so good. It has been over a year now since we last went out together both of us favouring our friends ( Read more... )