Guess what? I feel content. I can't remember the last time I felt content ( Read more... )

I'm letting him in. and man does it feel good. and yet im absolutely terrified at the same time. I think I understand the consequences of this more than he does. I know what's ahead, I know that relationships take work and effort, I know that love hurts. He knows none of this. But he cares about me and that's good enough for me right now. It's a ( Read more... )

I just have one question for you. And if you say yes at the end of all this I will let you go ( Read more... )

I find it strange that the closer I'm getting to someone new, the more I'm missing him. I don't know if it's because i'm unlocking those deeper emotions again and that makes me think of him, or if I'm just suddenly lonely, but i've been thinking about him and missing him lately. which is bad. not to mention painful. i've come so far. I don't want ( Read more... )

Just when you think you've got a plan ( Read more... )

Why do I spend so much time trying to seem so put together and busy and over it and mature, when in the end all I really want to do is run around and be a crazy little kid, and pretty much the complete opposite of what I wanted to seem like I was. If I really was put together and mature and busy and over it, then I would not care if he knew that I ( Read more... )

Books are under-rated (I'm not sure if that's a word, but you know what I mean). A book can change your life. A book can make you feel emotions that are just as strong as those conjured up by real life people and events. A book can make you think, challenge you. I just read this really great book, in case you hadn't caught on. It's called The Book ( Read more... )

perhaps this is just because i was jacked up on caffeine and feeling really happy tonight, but I didn't get that nervous excited jittery feeling around him. I was face to face with him, and he was just some other guy. some guy that i didnt really mind if he left, and wouldn't keep thinking about once he'd gone (well, not much anyway ( Read more... )

According to Moulin Rouge, "the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." We all want to be loved. We all want to know that someone else is thinking of us, right this moment. We all want someone to be there when we really need them. We want to just lean into someone and have them put their arms around us and tell us ( Read more... )

Sometimes we try to make things work, and we want them to work, but we just can't. Sometimes it's just not meant to work out. And it is better to cut things off sooner rather than wait long enough to get attached enough that it will hurt when it ends. I could be what he needs, but there is another girl out there who will be better for him. He ( Read more... )